memories kept

i really cannot take it without any good phone
im really starting to growl about my phone.
my phone motorola l6 has been almost 3 years
ever since primary school 2006 july 28 a week after my bdae that was my gift
dad got me that phone. no music, no memory card, no volume control. no nothing. kind of sadist
6 more months then i can renew contract. live without a phone that can play music is kind of...
to me without music= nothing
but now im not even eyeing on any phones
i dunno why. but i really cannot live with this phone
i just gotta bear with it. so sad. can't even have a phone that plays music
mp3? my mp3 is my elder bro that he passed down to me. on its way to heaven also. going spoil already
once its spoil bro will give me his ipod. but its worth nothing. coz its still his
phone, mp3. i want one of my own. even the phone im using now is my mum's used to be mine but now hers. she is using my elder brother's
sadistic what can i do now with the phone? sms only. call i rarely answer calls
even i have a problem with smsing. the phone is very laggy after typing 8 words its still typing the 1st few letters of the 1st few word
i just hope dad gets me a new phone. or it could work this way where. he gets my younger bro a phone and buys an extra one for me. could this work? i dun think so. coz my parents forbit my younger bro to have a phone. hais
now my job is just to look out for new phones

steps- it's the way you make me feel

It's the things that you do,
So physical,
It's the things that you say,
So flammable,
You know I can't resist,
Boy it's such a shame,
Do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

I'm going to make you mine,
It's not impossible,
Got to let you know,
I'm irresistible,
Baby can't you see,
You're the one for me,
But you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

When I look into your eyes,
Everytime you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside,
Baby I just can't hide my love,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

back from crowne plaza changi airport terminal 3, hotel. lunch there was delicious and nice
cool =]
waited for car (cousin) to fetch us from house
then lunch ate there for like 2 hours plus
so damn full la
no pics to display as phone spoil.
got to get the pics from bro but he's not home yet so can't get
hmm dad told me ytd that we should be going over to china during the september holidays.
yippy. i hope we are really going so we can have fun =]
china =] lols. happy to travel overseas.

-rumors are rumors they may not be true so if u choose to believe it then so be it. and this time its two rumors in a row. about diff guys =.=

-though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart. trust me alright.

ytd choir bbq. then chern tiong after his odac he come help me. then we forgot to buy things la. then he run help me buy. he run 3 times. i run 2 times. hmm then mr chong saw him on the way back from fernvale. coz mr chong drive past fernvale saw him. then mr chong ask him if need a lift? he say dun nid. take it as exercise. coz he running. then he run damn fast la. u see ar mr chong drive. he run, mr chong shld be faster right? then ar, cherntiong run even faster than mr chong lor. he reach the school far early before mr chong reach.then mr chong at night talk to me. coz we forgot buy enough plates. then i tell him. he say... go activate YOUR runner la. then i say he take mr chng car go home already. then i laugh. then he say i am REALLY IMPRESSED with him. 'wa run faster than i drive car la. so fast never see anyone like tt before.' i think alot ppl suspect me la but then also alot of crap rumors la. coz he always see me with him. but never mind la. and also alot of rumours that i rejected him. then my stupid chairman, shout where is grace when mr chong was talking to cherntiong =.= so i think he know even my juniors also say he damn nice come to that kind of extend to help me. so sweet. then they ask why i rejected him. but never mind about that anyway got to thank him lots for all that efforts. which guy would come to the extend to help a girl till like tt. this is funny la. cannot stop laughing already... hmm choir bbq was just normal, jane and wendy joined us, except for the part that, the night walk funny la. jane and i go scare mdm rosita. lols and she saying ghost story somemore she screamed like hell. hahaha then went home at 1030 dad waited for me at compass. then reach home around 11. now feeling sleepy la. "O"
shall blog again..
anyway sharifah messaged...
hey, thanks alot guys for everything. thanks for the gifts too. will miss singing with u all.
no photos as my phone is spoilt and curently using my old phone which the camera is... and has no memory card. and my spoilt phone contract expires at end of year...6 more mth how can i take it? thanks CHERN TIONG...

okay went to biopolis today
was so boring la
sleepy lei
sian
okay no really in a good mood. phone spoilt. living in a world of dark...
i dunno why but i HATE my family these few days. why they keep giving me problems!!!
my father cannot go ptm then mum dun want. left bro. then father say friday he okay. i tell mr tong friday. he say must be thursday. then next day he come find me say can friday.then i say ok. then go home mum scold me say wad i zi zuo zu zhang. what is this dad ask me say friday then yr like tt. ur dun even get the things right then yr blame me. everything my fault la!!! blame on me la. fine lor. i dunno wads wrong with everyone in my family all like tt. then now change to thursday again. my mum go with my bro. i really hate them lor. no offence but... its like. argh!!! why are they giving me so much problems la. can't they just do what i need to do? keep giving me problem i very stressed up la. i tell u ar. i keep trying to tell myself to bear with it and be strong but i can't. i just busrt out crying. no one actually i knew i cried tts bcoz i cried in my room. i wun want anyone to worry but what do i get in return? NOTHING!!! ALL I GET IS ATTITUDE FROM ALL OF YOU!!! i feel like crying again. then now phone spoil. i more sad. then my younger keep use my com. then say wad do things. then my mum scold me coz i dun let him use although he got use. its already said when this com was given to me lor. he is not supposed to touch coz everytime he touch it will have problem and indeed it has now. argh!!! then i ask my elder bro teach me maths. he say i dumb. then my younger bro also say i dumb. i cannot understand what u expect me to do? i not so smart right? im stupid can? since u also say wad? argh!!! damn furious la. fires burning now!!!! HATE!!!!!!!

okay smth happen which i shall not say...
so sorry abt it
hmm.. lessons were boring
sleepy... especially choir
nearly fell asleep
then today so many homework lor
now eating halfway
so blog for awhile
and its homeworki l8r on.
okay...
felt bad abt something. real bad hmm not 1 but 2 things
but never mind
ptm changed to friday coz mr tong okay with it
friday bbq in school
sian...
stop blogging now..

okay..
morning pe guys ru nafa
ran with weezun for last round
maths boring... never sit infront today =] but a joke made me laugh... lols
lucky. i dun wan sit infront
physics... mr tong lesson... sian...
recess.. met aricia. she came back take ic. then left for school.
chinese... boring teacher went teach sec 4
chem stay in class nth do also. boring.
english... boring...
after school ict. never go coz forced to go council..
nbm it was fun at least.. only the games part
i love volleyball haha im good at that.
blogging coz im feeling very troubled, stressed...
its after exams already but im still so busy
and even more easy.
english group project, choir, council, studies...
time management...
tired la. so tired till i can't even sleep well at night..
hais troubled abt ptm la
father cannot go
mother don't want to go coz she see mr tong speak till so xin ku
father cannot mother cannot
left my bro only lei. then l8r mr will be like...
rawr!!! so troubled la
why is it that this kind of situation always befall on me
today is like so wad la...
caught up in two sitution make me so... irritated, pissed off!!!
PISSED OFF!!!!!!
hais sian... dun wanna blog just rmb need update chem file. tmr need

these are so cute

too cute

and this is like...

lols this is cute

cute lols

this is so cute la

shall post again...
this post is specially left for an event that
...have been working hard on...
pics will be posted once the event ends..

went out for dinner ytd..
5th uncle and 3rd uncle's back in Singapore
can't recognise 3rd uncle at all
he changed... older...
but was still glad they're back
4th uncle, cousin and kuku
shld be back in july if i'm not wrong
i was totally bored ytd
sitting at the restaurant with nth to do.
the older generation sat down to talk
while we( my 2 bro and i) were bored
but the two of them talked to one another and i was left alone..
being the one girl in the family so there's no one to accompany me.
so i'll have to do things alone.
younger bro out now... with his primary school teacher.
have nothing much to post at all...
so i shall stop blogging for now

okay im really lazy to post about the events of things that happened during the exam week but its really too many of them so i'll just blog about the results today
getting back of results is really a failure to me
a total failure...

english- failed 20/25
a maths- failed 31/80
e maths- just pass 44/80, 39/60
physics- failed 36/90
chemistry- failed 27/90
social studies- failed 20/50
geography- failed 9/50
chinese- pass 44/70, if im not wrong, 55/70

what is this lor. again fail the same paper. comfirm got PTM one la
i feel so... how should i say, such a let down to my parents lor
i always do so badly for my exams. really very let them down
i feel so bad la. so sorry. i hope you all can understand how i feel.
each time i fail, i really really feel that i have let your down.
really let your down. i feel so sorry.
对不起我又让你们再一次的失望了。我觉得很对不起你们。
why is it that no matter how much hard work i put in i still fail my subjects?
what is it that i have not been in efficient in? the way i study? hais.
i might have put up a strong face infront of everyone. but what all i feel is in my heart.
what can i do?!!?! its of no hope. its really EOY that i must do my best in already. if not its gone case already.

haha thanks alot..
miracle just blog and phone rang
ct... thanks alot

idk what to say but im really disappointed in my results
what the heck la!!!
why is it that i study like mad yet i always cannot get well
36/90 = 40/100
hate this man
however something satisfying was tt i passed my nafa
whoot
but i got blisters on my foot. damn pain la. can't even walk properly at all
muscles ache sia
after running i totally not well lor
was so dizzy, wanted to vomit, stomache
hell la.
maths lesson... trying to concentrate with all these stupid and retarded problems
physics. die sia. stupid results!!! hate it
fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail
one subject failed. 6 more to go.
chem sux fail already. 5 more to go
chinese okay but not as good 44/70
not very li xiang bad la...
4 more to go... geo, ss, eng, maths..
how would i fair?
i don't wanna be the last in class again
i don't want to meet the teacher ever again
the fear i have... the fear real fear.
i really cannot take it... stressed with all this
what am i doing???
haiz..
haiz..
haiz..
i feel like crying once again la.
anyone can bring me somewhere where i can just relax and let out all my feelings?
no mood. will someone message me at this moment to cheer me up? i'll see my phone..

have been blogging lesser these days
not because of whatsoever, but there just too many things to blog about
just in this exam period, i understood too many things which i would not have understood in the past
too many things happened,
be it good, bad, sad, or happy
things happen so randomly.
things come and things go, one will never know.
2 weeks of exams,
2 weeks of events,
2 weeks of studies,
2 weeks of seriousness.
its not time to lay back again
after much hardwork i know things would not be that good once he results come in
it does matter but no so much now.
what matters most is if i have put in my best
each and everyday of the weeks
i take all my time to study. but i guess exam is just too hard.
its alright..
i don't know why so many thoughts came out all of a sudden now
and im all typing it all out.
anyone? will anyone bring me out to somewhere, somewhere where i can let off all my stress.
to be clear, free from troubles
i have no troubles but i just get the feeling of be troubled. but why?
i don't understand.
i don't want to know.
after so many times of watching the show sky of love
i just can't stop watching the movie over and over again
a movie that is able to capture my heart and let my heart flow where the river flows
a show filled with lots of emotions
i movie that never stopped me from getting addicted
the power of the show.
each and every time i watch i will sob. its just too touching.
can't believe it, its the 4th or 5th i watched it already..
never really seen a movie so touching.
well, the story is a real life story written...

okay my words up there seem so like moody. so weird.
hmm shall post more and talk more abt what happen in the past few weeks asap as well as photos. shall stop blogging. need to go print council attendance and put it in the file for tmr. hais starting to hate council and lose interest these days. i dont know why. anyone able to give me back the feeling?

逃避不一定躲得過面對不一定最難受
孤單不一定不快樂得到不一定能長久
失去不一定不再有轉身不一定最軟弱
別急著說別無選擇
別以為世上只有對與錯
許多事情的答案都不是只有一個
所以我們永遠有路可以走
你能找個理由難過也一定能找到快樂
懂得放心的人找到輕鬆
懂得遺忘的人找到自由
懂得關懷的人找到朋友
天冷不是冷心寒才是寒
願您的心都是暖暖的.......^_^

The escape not necessarily hides has faced not necessarily is most uncomfortable
Lonely is not necessarily joyful obtains not necessarily can be long-time
Loses not necessarily no longer has turns around not necessarily to be weakest
Be not saying anxiously has no alternative
Don't in thinking world only then to and wrong
Many matter's answers have one
Therefore we forever have the road to be possible to walk
You could look for a reason sad also certainly to be able to find joyfully
Understood felt relieved the human found with ease
Understood forgetting the human found the freedom
Understood concern the human found the friend
The day cold is not cold fearful is cold
Hopes your heart is warm .......^_^

☆ good friend! Warms the family ☆

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For Grace Lim who have zodiac Cancer, below are their perfect match criteria :

Perfect Partners: Scorpio, Pisces
Nearly Perfect Partners: Taurus, Virgo
Like Minded Souls: Cancer
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Sagittarius, Aquarius
Learn From Your Differences: Gemini, Leo
Not Your Destiny: Aries, Libra
Astrological Hell: Capricorn

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For Grace Lim who have zodiac sign Cancer, below are their positive and negative traits :

Positive Traits
Emotional and loving. Intuitive and imaginative. Shrewd and cautious. Protective and sympathetic.

Negative Traits
Changeable and moody. Overemotional and touchy. Clinging and unable to let go.

For Grace Lim whose their name start with letter G, below are the analysis result :

You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people

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The suitable birthday colors for Grace Lim is : YELLOW.

Below are the analysis result :

You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people, and have a strong leadership role in relationships. You make good decisions and make the right choices at the right time. You dream of a romantic relationship.

For Grace Lim who birth in month July, below are the analysis result of their personality traits :

- Fun to be with
- Secretive
- Difficult to fathom and to be understood
- Quiet unless excited or tensed
- Takes pride in oneself
- Has reputation
- Easily consoled
- Honest
- Concern about peoples feelings

Youre a natural leader, and always aim high. A total go-getter, you wont give up until youve achieved all that you wanted to do!

You may appear real macho in public, but deep down inside you are shy and weak. You tend to keep loads of secrets. If you encounter any problem, you will rather keep it to yourself and agonise over it than ask for help. No wonder you grimace in your sleep!

Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people and can be counted on in a pinch. You tend to melt.

exams last week already jyjy
after that going choing maple.. lols
back to playing maple after 3 years
craving to play dunno why.
hmm after exams going to watch...
sing to the dawn, magicians of love... on the net
restaurant city... maple...
whoot tt'll be too shiok lols
haha exams faster end... today read chem like siao... hais tmr 2 last day le
wed last day... but results die already la.
hais jyjyjy cannot give up...
hmm maple... hais no time play now la...
hmm my dumb phone hanged lots of times today
and what, no more messages already.
how can i still got 20 days to go no messages le
so sad la. hmm die le la like tt...

Cancer motto could be, "A good defense is the best offense." Like a Crab in its cave, your attack can consist of baiting your opponent into your territory. What appears to be a retreat to others can be your best aggressive tactic. As you feel your way through life, building your security by developing your home and family relationships, remember that unexpressed anger can turn into resentment and depression, so find someone you can trust and share your feelings. Crabs also have large pinching claws, and Cancer can hold onto things, especially from the past. Cancer are fiercely loyal and have a difficult time letting go. But Cancer are also quick to bring those you love inside the safety of your outer shell while you nurture them. Cancer love is protective, but unless tempered, can be smothering. Element: Water Cancer Greatest Strength: Your ability to nurture others Cancer Possible Weakness: Fear of the past repeating in the future

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THE Zodiacal Sign of Cancer commences on June 21st, but for days it does not come into full power until on or about June 28th. From this date onwards it is In full strength until July 20th, and is then for seven days gradually losing its strength on account of becoming overlapped by the "cusp" of the incoming sign Leo. Such people are easily hurt by the slights of others. These are very complex people, sometimes appearing extremely strong and at other times to be as vulnerable as a child. These people are remarkably good at accumulating things; indeed, they can be unwilling to throw anything out, even relationships that have passed their use-by date. They are generally over-anxious in financial matters, and make great efforts to gather in money; as a rule, they have unusual ups and downs in their early life and so they are compelled to work to keep ahead, but once they get on their feet they keep there. If channeled in the right direction, their enormous sensitivity can become a great source of strength. Once they overcome their touchiness and master their turbulent emotions, their intellect and imagination enable them to become a success in almost anything they undertake. The main problem for them is to remember not to let the powerful, turbulent emotions of the moment crowd out their normally rational judgment. Their intuitions are reliable and should be trusted. They are generally gifted with strong imaginations, and it is very easy for them to become excellent artists, writers, composers, or musicians. At heart they are romantic and of a very loving and affectionate disposition. On the other hand these people are perhaps the most sensitive natures from any other class of people and if aren’t recognized they quickly give up or get depressed and melancholy. Above all, they require encouragement and appreciation. Their deep sensitivity presents them with valuable and illuminating intuitions, especially regarding those they care for. They often make excellent psychics, and usually have a yearning after the mysterious. They should never marry young, for their nature seems to change at different stages of life. People born in this part of the year often reach very high exalted positions. In their home lives, however, they usually go through a great deal of trouble, and are seldom surrounded by happiness, no matter how successful they may appear in the eye of the world. Such people have deep love for what they call "their own people," for family customs and for tradition.

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The Crab Cancer is symbolized by the crab. Your ruling planet is the Moon and you element is water. Cancer is known as the peacemaker of the zodiac. You have a lot of patience and understanding of others. You hate to see pain and suffering in others. You love to nurture and help others, but you hide your own feelings in an effort to avoid conflict. Your best love matches are Pisces, Scorpio, and Aquarius.

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Cancer

As we enter the Golden Age of Aquarius, you are ready to receive all the blessings that are there for you, especially in the areas of communications and relationships. Being understood and getting the responses you desire helps you believe in your ability to succeed and reach your highest potential. Your focus is excellent, and you know what you want. Use this to your advantage when working with others, but don't demand that they see your ideas as visionary -- even if you do. As ideas start flowing freely to you, make sure you articulate your insights clearly. This year, you will be strongly motivated by transformation, especially in romantic unions. When balanced in your heart and mind, you easily express your emotions and are quick to support others. It is important for you to have a partner who is willing to explore different ways of doing things. You will experience many changes as you learn new ways of expressing yourself. As you make this shift, avoid putting restrictions on yourself and stopping the flow. You are learning to behave in a new positive way, not worrying about the outcome. This will curb your need to control situations and enable you to take your relationships -- work and personal -- to a higher level of consciousness.

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i can't help but to say this..
我的良心过不去自己，怎么办？
hais i feel so moody now la
extremely moody
good and close frens understand what i am saying
sad... i am so sad...
why i caused him to be so moody
i feel bad.
extremely bad and sad, moody
hais..
我的良心过不去自己，怎么办？
怎么办？
怎么办？
怎么办？
rwar... so sad now...
my heart totally fell to the bottom
why i just can't get over it.
it takes time to heal...
really needs more time..
im so sad..

hate it...
so easily unwell this year
anyway hate it today
headache
but its over already test. cannot do anything abt it

i can't help myself but to blog today
beacuse its the 6th.. 6th.. 6th lols jkjk what has it got to do with 6?
okay im bored of studying so blog for awhile
today is ms wong's last day to teach our class
so sad.. she taught us for so 2 mths plus
yet happy. she is actually a very nice teacher.
no matter how much our class makes her angry she is never angry.
but just that she needs so improve on her teaching.
can't help she's a new training teacher so she is new to teaching.
haha. after recess was all free period so just slacked abit
after school, went for lunch with wenqi, weezun, haofan and cherntiong at kopitiam
hais these ppl ar.. jokers sia
cannot make me stop laughing la. can't even eat properly at all.
but still it was fun =]
then went home... hehe... and now studing currently
mugging for MYE... jyjy
you can do it

llostnhaksforsdnneigmehmoe

2nd uncle, aunt, cousin james and my niece came over togethe with their maid
she just so cute and i don't know what to say. haha she's just so cute..
3 years old and she's learning ballet. we're growing up and my cousin they all are growing old
age gap...
still it was fun to see them here
kuku's leaving for hongkong and then to canada
my room will be empty once again... boring life without her
she's just so fun to be with.
hope she comes back again
well soon i hope. shall stop blogging time to study..
study time really... no com for the whole of this week and next..
i must bear with it..

the last desire...
i don't know what to say but i... i have just.. i have just ended it.
i guess its really time for me to study.
study time i have decided. i am sorry about it. that i've hurt you totally and so directly
i once told you that i will not break because of studies but i broke my promise.
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i guess sorry doen't cure nor does it help much..
sorry is just the only word i have in my mind now...
i am really sorry and truely sorry. that i've hurt you.
5 mths 1 week together and i broke everything
you just said okay to my everything
are you alright? i hope you are.
my heart is beating real fast... i don't know whats my feeling a kind of heart ache.
but what i can say is im dumb founded... no words could describe my feelings
my heart was like mad when i plucked up my courage to say that...
its over. we've ended. why me? i guess you must be very disappointed with me
i am as well with what i did... im trying to keep all my feelings to myself but i guess im going to tie down for awhile before everything gets better
i guess i would be feeling down these few days just before exams
grace, its over coz u did it... and since u did it, i guess, u better face the truth...
the reality, i guess i need someone to talk to..
my heart is as though its idk how to describe it but... its so... hurting
what have i learnt? never to fall in love. its just so complicated sometimes.
together maybe a good thing but you'll neglect something else
studies is what i have been neglecting so im going to focus on it now.
i don't want to be the last once again
im going to buck up and im decided...
something i want to say is...

thanks for all these while. i have never regretted being with you. you have given me many memories that i will keep with me. the fun and laughter of how we 1st started off.. each and every moment. but i guess, we've drifted and we're back. but now.. i ended it. sorry. i don't know what to say. im just so...

i don't know but im really so... i guess i have only told you the reason is that i wanted to study but... there is one more reason. which u may not know... it does not feel good to be stuck between something and that i'd choose not to be bcoz its just too hard to be. i don't know how you may feeling now. but i guess your just putting up a strong face infront of my. but your not. i believe that you'll be able to find someone better than i am. coz i did you wrong. i might seem as though im strong but im not..

really no words could describe my feelings. im just trying to hide my every sadness... putting up a strong face infront of everyone when i can't. im trying to bear...not to cry.... i seem like i have lots of things piled up but undescribable to say... yi zhi tao bi xian shi ye bu shi ban fa. wo yao kai shi man man de mian dui yan qian de mei yi fen mei yi miao. du shu de shi jian yi dao le. wo hai shi kai shi du shu ba. bie zai lang fei zi ji de shi jian. sui ran yan qian de dao lu mo hu, wo xiang wo ya ji zi mian dui le. zai ye bu neng tui suo... dui bu qi..

lunch at global kitchen- pan pacific marina square was great
buffet lunch =] cheerios love it alot
well what impressed me most was not the lunch but something lols. unbelievable
went marina and cherntiong, haofan, desmond lim and desmond baey was there also
lols joke lols. miracle and it like so coincidental la. can't believe it... lols just so scary lor. =] so funny.. never had i thought that i would meet anyone at marina.. i just dunno what to say its just so funny la... lols alright.. then went shopping... younger bro went home. the rest of us continued shopping... shopped till late. went to buy 2 bag. sent one back today coz it has problem. elder bro helped me go change since he's going to school today and it was near his school then ate dinner at 830. then went home reached at 10 went home bathe and sleep. this morning 11 then wake up... just now suddenly remember got maths homework

nice =]

chocolates

elder bro cutting prawns for younger bro and i

cousin george at the right.. okay big age gap diff coz of so my uncles and my father is the last the oldest and my siblings the age gap can be up to 30

bro

real flowers

so cool

bro

suntect..

like this pic taken so much its so cool