memories kept

i'm gonna give my blog a rest...
gonna leave it dead after new year...
will only update it maybe once in a blue mood i guess..

the date for the a maths retest is nearing and guess what,
only 2 weeks and 3 days &
i'm getting even more stressful.
thinking of the amount of homework i have yet to do just freaks me out.
and thinking of that retest causes me to feel the lack of confidence.
it is not that i am afraid of going for the test
but afraid of accepting failure
i'm afraid that i would stress myself out during the exam like EOY for physics and chem
and because of that everything flunked out
total blank in my mind.
well i guess homework and retest is what got me out of mood for this year's christmas
totally not in for any mood at all.
it was a silent christmas.
a real peaceful one.
don't know why, but i guess i feel better having a quiet one this year
instead of celebrating it.
ought to say sorry to those who kept asking me out but i kept saying no.
really sorry.
next year alright. but make sure u ask me on the day i'm free
well i'll go do geo now.

Woke up this morning and so wash up and on my phone!
Phew!!! lucky it didn't hang and restart. 22 messages from 22 different people
well, got to thank all these people! you guys were damn early
hahas yeah not for the message to hang.
was kind of shocked to see who were the ones who message me
the earliest message was at 11.00.
well omg these people are still awake even at 3am.
anyway got to say Merry Christmas to all!
hmm anway mum was packing my cupboard
& she complained.. lols "your cupboard ar, don't know is for clothes or is it for bags and gifts"
put until no space to even put your clothes lols
yeah indeed was kind of shocked to see the amount of gifts people give me
and to tell you, there isn't enough space at all that this year's gifts had to be placed on top of my cupboard. hehe even the previous years' as well
alright, went to the new market today
packed extremely packed. went to buy lunch :D
hmm the food there was ok. better than compass kopitiam even though both were kopitiam.
and i went to pack my christmas gifts lols.
alright got to thank those who suprised me on christmas eve and way before that.
was shocked ok. but just to say, Thank You for the gifts. really loved it!

Joshua, me, Phyllis, Lutfil

Safiah, me

me, Zack

Safiah, Rachel chua, me

Phyllis, me, Davin (concert master), Safiah

me, Han Tiong

Joshua, Lutfil, Erma, Phyllis, Safiah, Pamela
Shahrena, Andrea, me

me, jane

me, Kuan Li

drummers, me

Safiah, Pamela, Erma, Joshua, Phyllis, me, Lutfil

me, Joshua

Phyllis, me

look @ Daniel's expression hahas

Joshua, Andrea, Safiah, Lutfil, me

our very own High School Musical in the dressing room! lols

me, Joshua( hahas phyllis says that we look alike)

alright i can't help but let me tell ya,
ChildAid simply rocks to the core yeah!!
i tell you, these people are amazing
normally you would be the one going around and add them on facebook
but let me tell you it was the total opposite this time round
know what? they added me instead.
whoot! they rock! i'm so looking forward to 2010 ChildAid.

Just dropped a message to Iqwal Hafiz
Thank you for the amazing performance at ChildAid =D Hope that you will enjoy your upcoming concert! Do well! =]

& he replied

Thanks Grace..
looking forward to work with all of u again.

Send my love to everyone..

i tell you, he's one of the amazing.
omg ChildAid!!! alright i'm crazy or something.
alright through this i can tell you, it really benefited me.
throughout the 5 days, we were all speaking in english. NO chinese at all!
And most importantly friendship!
Just that very few days and WOW! we're so close together already.
Well, the very last day we were totally crazy. But it was also the saddest i guess.
Wishing everyone the very best of luck & going our own way.
This event gave me a total change in believes i guess.
Friends from the same school, seemed closer i guess.
Strangers that you never thought would turn out to be your closest friends turned out to be.
To say, i only showed my "true" self on the very last day.
the 1st few days it was like the normal me i guess. quiet, shy, didn't speak much.
but last day, because of them i opened up. went totally crazy lols.
And of course not forgetting the SPH people.

Special thanks to Mr Peter Khoo, Shahrena, Andrea, Han Tiong, Dave, Daniel, Jun Xue, Alan, Sandra, Lin Choo, Wee, plus all ...the other SPH people( chaperones & usherers). Love you guys. ♥ CHILDAID ♥

alright SPH events just rock my life.
This is my second event with them.
And i need to thank another 2 important people i guess.
but i don't know one of their names.
All i know he was one of them from the National Youth Orchestra =D thanks for giving me the seat beside you.
And the other guy was Edwin. One of the usherer before the concert started.
Thanks for that conversation hahas i know it was funny
yeah indeed i'm young lols. but didn't tell him how old i was. hahas
hmm some of who i had conversation with:
Marcus Lye, Kuan Li, Zack, Jane, Peter Khoo........many more
well whats ChildAid without its' teddy bears right?
we've all got teddy bears, the ChildAid Jacket, SPH jacket.
well, gotta thank everyone at ChildAid. It was a success XD
Love it lots!
well through this event.... hmm i don't know what i can say on somethings i guess
just hoping things don't turn out like what happened previously
don't want to cause any...
hmm i guess i shall not comment so much on my views about it
but it's pretty obvious if you noticed it
mainly because i wasn't there so i didn't notice till someone told me so.

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