Date: Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Time: 10:14 PM
Title: Press on
Time: 10:14 PM
Title: Press on
Press on i can't believe this 2 words have been going through with me for the past month?
it has been appearing be it in text, pictures or any other materials.
I've actually been hooked on this song, here's part of the lyrics:
I press on toward the goal
I reach for the prize
That I may know You more
Fulfill Your call on my life
I forget what’s behind me
And look straight ahead
Let Your hand always guide me
Guide me to the very end
This song motivates me greatly, to press on.
reach for the prize, not to give up. :) ♥
“You must make a decision that you are going to move on. It wont happen automatically. You will have to rise up and say, ‘I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me. I’m moving on with my life.” JOEL OSTEEN
Date: Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Time: 9:59 PM
Title: Life goes on...
Time: 9:59 PM
Title: Life goes on...
Today is probably a day which i have a lot of thoughts on my mind.
thoughts of life and thoughts of death
thoughts of escape and thoughts of hiding on this earth
Life is short. really short. You'll never know when someone leaves or maybe it will be you.
Life can be like Spring when trees, flowers start to blossom like a new born child coming on this earth.
I gotta say, life goes on. Went for my twin's grandfather's wake not too long ago and i'm just an emotional girl.
hugged my twin and i ended up tearing with her.
life goes on, we know that they'll be dearly missed..
thinking of my uncle. though we weren't close but i still miss him, a little.
gotta move on in life.
2012 had been rather downhill compared to 2011
but thank God, August started becoming better
August- 8, a number of a new beginning
indeed, everything started becoming better, a little, but that felt so much better
the first 7 months were a torture. but i know, He is in control, my path shall be straight and right back on track. and because of that, i keep wanting to leave sg. the reason why i went australia is partly because i needed an escape. but it wasn't enough. i don't mind staying in a hotel in sg, without my handphone for a few days. maybe a resort can do too, just so i'd feel better. prays.
The opposite of love is not hate, its indifference. The best revenge you can have on life that shows hatred towards you, is not worrying about them at all. You can’t control what life throws you but you can control how you react. So let them talk, keep your head held high and know that you are the better person. Life goes on.
Anyway, Try not to take things personally. What people often say is a reflection of them and not you. Life goes on…anyway. There is no room for hatred in my heart and i will never let anyone steal my joy and happiness. Life is too precious to waste time on negative people. Because in the end, LIFE GOES ON. i will learn to smile, be happy and will enjoy life. :) to put things on the alter. that's when you can be set free~
Well, there will always be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be. Because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are MEANT to come true for you.
Take life one day at a time. it is not how fast we move or how long we LIVE, it’s how we cherish every moment of our life. it is how we treasure every memories that we are creating each day, it is how you cope and win each day, it is how you show every day how wonderful person you are.
The secret to being happy is accepting where you are in life and making the most out of everyday. :)
“There’s always ups and downs. Not everything is going to go as planned. Not everything is going to work out the way you want it to. Not everything will go along perfectly. But how you overcome that determines how strong you are. Life hits you hard, but you have to knock it down. In order to do that, you have to stand strong.”
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. be strong, know that you can. believe in yourself.
Date:
Time: 9:28 PM
Title: Maybe that someone you need lies inside of you.
Time: 9:28 PM
Title: Maybe that someone you need lies inside of you.
“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them,…”
“Do you ever just get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? you don’t want to smile, and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don’t know exactly what is wrong either.
There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. at least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who wont take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer.
you feel the way you do just BECAUSE. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.” - Lora M. Heacock
It hurts to smile… I feel like I’m going to burst into tears. There’s just some days like this when it all seems to be wrong and nothing feels right. Today is probably one of the days where i just wanna be alone in a quiet environment. For some reasons, i feel alone, really alone. My heart just can't seem to be at rest. I feel condemned somehow. But there aren't any reasons.
Sometimes i wonder, if ever i left, would this world still remember me or would i just be someone passing by. A rather weird way to phrase it but i believe someone out there understands this. Is there a way to ease my aching heart, nor take that pain away. i'm still waiting for a someone, someone who totally understands me. To tell me i'm not alone, someone to assure me that they'll be there for me at all times, perhaps this isn't possible. May only God.
As much as people say, don’t you ever, ever think that you are alone in this world. When you’re feeling down, lonely, as if you walk this road alone, stop. Stop and look around you. There is always someone. There will always be someone. And if you see no-one, look deeper. Maybe that someone you need lies inside of you. You will never, ever in this world be alone. Just remember that.
And who would that be? Myself? I don't know. Maybe the problem lies inside me. That empty feeling, afraid... Maybe i'm just feeling insecure easily.