“Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love,
the things you are, the things you never want to lose.”
Date: Friday, July 31, 2009
Time: 8:45 PM
Title: ups downs

i've given up on my chance to go back to china this September holidays
i sort of regret but i had to make a choice.
i don't know if im making the right choice or not.
but one thing i can say, thats what i chose and shall not regret it
hais so sad la.
anyway, cousin, uncle 4, kuku they're all back
family noisy already
cannot study so today stayed till 6 to study then go home.
hais so uncomfortable here
pe rocks lols
hmm going watch food inc tmr =]


Date: Thursday, July 30, 2009
Time: 8:05 PM
Title: thoughts

hais so much things to say, so much things to do
i've decided not not write each and every feeling out.
and guess, it'll be stuck in my mind
hmm had a weird dream ytd nite, hmm... really weird abt someone.
hmm whats past past, shall not think

He who laughs at himself never runs out of things to laugh at.


Date:
Time: 7:23 PM
Title: it isn't any better

well life isn't getting any better than i thought it would be.
things me smiling the way it seems even if you see me smiling in front of you, but actually im not feeling good inside
it might seem as though im perfectly fine but im not.
i just don't want to worry anyone out there.
and i understand it. but its only me that understands this thing
sometimes, i really don't like the character of mine. being too nice does not good
people would just climb over yr head. i choose not to blow up.
and i mean it. so stop your *** from irritating me okay
i guess this time i cannot take it anymore but to scold some *****s from disturbing me
im not who u think i am okay
from now on let me tell u im not going to talk to you, ans yr call, nor i will see you!!!
sick people in their mind especially ********** go and die!!!--- sorry but i can't help to say that.
shall go eat blogging abt u two *****s are waste of time


Date: Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Time: 8:42 PM
Title: memories sad

well school was boring to today. nth much also
except the fact that =] lynette gave choir gifts haha
thanks so much lynette. hmm i've got lots to say to her.
but i dun have the time now. so sorry.
and then family.. hais nbm its irritating
i dun like the way things are now. so horrible. its affecting my life.
i really dun like it. tts the reason if u ask me why i want to study in school
me and my younger bro just quarrelled
i just dun understand why
i wan to do my homework yet he comes and disturb me
blocking me from doing my homework. using my com without permission. what is this?
younger bro ya i know i shld let you. but this isn't the right time right? u even eat in my room. and dirtied the whole place and never clean up.
i've got test tmr, homework to do. and things to do using com
and yet u are doing this. causing chaos to the hse
and because of that dad and mum quarrelled. i know its partly my fault also. i can't deny
but this really isn't the right time. i need to do homework and u are using my com to play games
games okay not work
and bro com is not used why can't u use it?
its not the 1st already okay
ask u nicely pls leave the room u rude to me. many times i needed to use the com for projects
and you? bugging the com and dun let me use it.
this really cannot go on like this ok
i can't take it anymore.
i need peace. peace ok. coming home to study i can't do it. this hse is chaotic and noisy
not a place for me to study. not a good environment at all.
but here i really wan to apologise to my parents for causing the trouble and cauing them to quarrel
i guess i'd better stop blogging
coz its causing me to cry once again.
sometimes i really don't know who i can talk to abt all these.
its really hurting me in my heart. bottling up. i will explode eventually one day
and believe it i will explode. ='[
family problems aren't getting any better. its hurting ='[
girl, you ought to be stronger.

if given a chance, i don't want to go through all these. its too hurtful


Date: Sunday, July 26, 2009
Time: 3:53 PM
Title: cheer up gal. its alright.

http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

hahas this blog is damn cute you should take a look at it hahas =]

well sometimes i wonder why. if things hadn't moved this way how would it be like then?
questions running through my head. but i get no answers so i've decided not to think abt it
council meeting tmr. hais i hate council meetings these days. i how wish there weren't council at all. i wonder if i had not chosen this pathway how would i be like now? life is just so weird when you just think about the other route that will happen if you hadn't chosen this route at all.

"不是冤家不聚头。"

"You will take a chance in something in the near future".


Date:
Time: 12:00 PM
Title: gifts from all

gosh thanks lot to the people who posted the help to turn this page back whoot!!!
press control + F5 and now i can blog hahas thanks to the people that was in the forum
cool okok

pics that i wanted to post finally after so long--- but its take very long


















thanks to all ^^


Date:
Time: 11:53 AM
Title: rwars

hmm blogger still has the same problem which makes me unable to put up the pictures. which is like so irritating
anyway doing homework now.
nth much to do. thinking if i should go and watch food inc--- skipping cca lei & next day geo test
or don't watch--- next day geo lesson
hais stuck with this problem
so cham. guess i'll have to make a choice and decide then



Date: Friday, July 24, 2009
Time: 2:22 PM
Title: randomly posted

kinda frustrated with the blogger
i don't know why when i use it on mozilla firefox if cannot show this screen.
so i im using safari to blog now. it really sucks
anyway im bored with the problem of being unable to blog using firefox
having to change the server to blog will be troublesome.
anyway lessons as per normal today
recess canteen had songs again
hmm nth much also. PE this week was still playing our own games
but next week i guess things would have resumed
got nth much to blog anyway =]

"You are very expressive and positive in words, act and feeling".

"Pray for what you want, but work for the things you need".

"Your heart is a place to draw true happiness".



Date: Thursday, July 23, 2009
Time: 9:25 PM
Title: cheerss

this is the 1st time i've received comments that i am scary
haha this would be much of a joke if i tell you it was said by a fierce teacher
okay ss lesson today mr tan we were doing on debate
and said the class very noisy but also have few quiet ones
then say zhifeng, yujie, then he look at me say i quiet.
but he scared of me coz i look like the kind that i u scold. 
then u will end up shutting yr mouth coz i will be extremely angry and scold u and shoot you back till u have nth to say
meaning "EXPLODE" hahas
to say, actually i would explode but not as easy la
unless u get me very angry its very diff for me to explode i'll just end up laughing only
hmm ace for a maths today
hmm then cca, never eat after school lor. till i go cca then i go buy food and eat
then cca ended at 5 but had meeting till 6 like tt then went home


Date: Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Time: 7:06 PM
Title: bdae boy bdae funny joker

happy birthday joash =]
that joker who was blur ytd haha 
anyway its his turn today wished him happy bdae
lynette, patricia & teresa was funny today hahas
thanks alot =]
they passed me the gift =]
then jeanette and melvin passed me gift also hahas
lesson as per normal...
after school,
went out with jocelyn, vinni, porntep to watch harry potter and the half blood prince... 
hahas was so fun =]
but one bad thing is the people sitting behind me irritating
throw popcorn, throw coke cap. nonsensical
students in school uniform some more
irritating man. 
hmm dunno why the f&n grape exploded or smth in my bag leaked like dunno what
now my bag smell like grape and skirt also... leaked so much that my pencil case, books all got grape smell
hahas had a wonderful day so shall stop posting and eat then do maths then study for e maths
till a post again... 
pics asap sry

"Your flair for the creative takes an important place in your life".


Date: Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Time: 7:55 PM
Title: cheers happy bdae girl

okay blogging time. pics i will upload asap
coz i dun have a good camera
hmm what shall i start from
okay..
morning woke up, mum forgot it was my bdae totally. hais she's always like that 
she even scolded me as my phone kept ringing non-stop
so i told her the message that comes in contains the same meaning
she still didn't get it but never mind
then after that proceeded to school
sat down to do homework... and know what mike joked with me and then gave me ferrero rocher
hahas funny la he. 
then l8r jocelyn, vinni, angeline, lixuan, porntep came to give me my bdae gift hahas and last but not least cherntiong hahas
then i went up to 3e1 coz the others were looking for me
then came back down
chiawing came to me and give me my prezzie
followed by kenneth---- hahas handmade card... so sincere hor? he actually rmb what i say. lols
then wenqi went over to 3e3 then came back
then say joash say happy bdae
so after that had cme-- racial harmony day
then switch class
i went to joash and said thank you. then he totally blur lols
hmm that how everything went
then lessons, then recess. i went out of class--- to the toilet
then i came back with a shock *O*
haha a gift lols totally surprised by it.. shan't say much la hahas
so people gathered around me lols haha keep making jokes out of everything
it kept me laughing the whole day
had chem ace in the afternoon then proceeded home.
anyway lots of people messaged, texted and wished me happy birthday... facebook... etc
too many to list if i have time i will credit all
hahas pics of gift at a l8r time again =]
opps nearly forgot.. happy birthday darren =] 

"Love begets love". 


Date:
Time: 7:15 PM
Title:

different ways to say I LOVE YOU
je t'aime ( French )
ich liebe dich ( German )
ti amo ( Italian )
eu te amo ( Portuguese )
te quiero (Spanish )
ik houd van u ( Dutch )
jag älskar dig ( Swedish )
私は愛する ( Japanese )
사랑해요 (Korean )
我爱你 ( Chinese )

okay this is crap. im just copying and pasting tts all



Date: Monday, July 20, 2009
Time: 8:14 PM
Title: till a later date

hmm shall post ytd night pics at a l8r date
hmm thanks people for the early wishes.
thanks to ms tan haha she rock! after so long she still remember my bdae
haha =] her favourite student okay
hahas saw her message on facebook just now =]
so happy
aricia smsed me and ask me out just now haha
looking forward to tmr lols

"A firm friendship will prove the foundation on your success in life".


Date: Sunday, July 19, 2009
Time: 2:39 PM
Title: crap

went to buy cake just now going to celebrate with family earlier coz dunno if free on tuesday
ppl asked me what i liked lols
dunno who no mood... bought ice cream cake from swensens
dun know why feel so sad like tt.
hais dunno la. anyway irritated by how to use my ipod with the itunes
dun care le la. whatever's in my com just use lor haha
so diff to find the chinese songs. hmm ipod's here and whats next?? my new phone?
i hope it would. hais...
anyway talked to XXXXXX eek sick in his mind man
looks like i misjudged him....
don't wanna say much coz i dun want to say abt it.
anyway homework lazy do.
lols monday then do ba

"Your heart is pure, and your mind clear, and your soul devout".


Date: Saturday, July 18, 2009
Time: 11:43 AM
Title: moodless once again

went down to chinatown again ytd night
damn mp3 no batt somemore i took a new batt okay.
but it was one tt has no batt
then throughout was like so bored la nth to do anyway.
then just go eat lor.
so full. now also so full.
hmm walked past those old cake shop so went to buy rice cake =]
hahas love it :)
hmm then just like go eat dinner lor
then is like nth la
so boring
then maybe sunday then go buy cake lor. so sian
dunno why so no mood lei. really really no mood at all
anyway going to choing all my homework
coz i want to rest... hais moodless
saw chem results already its a fail... hais

"Love asks me no questions, and gives me endless support. Shakespeare".

funny dream ytd night. dreamt that he held my hands and send me home after school. hahas he even sent me all the way to outside my house. hahas so sweet lur. i hope it comes true =] i love you


Date: Friday, July 17, 2009
Time: 4:38 PM
Title: and life are full of mysteries

lesson was as usual today
nearly fell asleep today in geo lesson
and thats when mrs ali called me
lols hahas totally shut down.
was so tired.. only hyper during PE lesson. I love PE. hahas
then recess... Michael Jackson music in canteen
then lessons. then school end
went home and eat
whoo got ipod hahas =]
bro gave me his ipod the red one- new one hahas =]
thanks bro.
my mum say: yr bdae gift from yr bro...
lols no la... long story and the ipod got his name behind. lols
hmm mum asked me what cake i want for bdae i say ice cream
she say where got sell ice cream de.
bro say swensens. then she say ee... last yr u buy not nice one. lols
nice lor...haha l8r going to see
and hopefully i go see phone also =]
whoo :)
haha in an extreme good mood.

"Trust your intuition. The universe is guiding your life".


Date: Thursday, July 16, 2009
Time: 8:24 PM
Title: rambling on

this is my blog's 416th post

ate with wenqi at bk today
saw sengkiong scary la. he grow so tall already
not long ago saw him like still short today so tall
ok then just eat then go home
i went home then continue eating bk
finished at 5pm
just now dinner had a hard time finishing it
very full. bloated already
anyway frustrated with bro
use my com, then dunno do what to my msn plus
then now got virus on the com. lucky got on firewall
and got repair firewall ytd if not die already

"Any rough times are behind you".


Date: Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Time: 8:26 PM
Title: craps haha

Hmmm went compass to eat with wenqi today
bohan came along.
talked crap with her hahas
lunch was damn quiet and im so not used to it at all
hmm no fun or laughter
then just eat at mac lor
so weird la today... we talk about who then the person appear.
scary la. and talk about 3 ppl, and 3 ppl appear
then wenqi and i was like laughing like siao
then went kiddy place buy yingyun bdae present haha in my bag but only bringing on friday
hmm i just dunno why la talk about who then who appear
got some kind of moody feeling hais kill my mood! hate my mood
hmm 1st was coz i talk to wenqi about XXX then i saw XXX
then after see XXX change topic say about YYY
then YYY appear sia. so see YYY le then dun talk le
then talk ZZZ who know go till halfway saw ZZZ. me and wenqi was like... gosh la. what is this
then i say dun say who le l8r all appear.
hahas funny yet scary



"Love is for the lucky and the brave".┘


Date: Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Time: 4:34 PM
Title: moody day agn

"As the purse is emptied the heart is filled."
"Anyone can catch your eyes, but it takes someone special to catch your heart."

Hais i hate this mood of mine.
Its like so.. argh. forget it...
a cancer is a cancer; can't help its mood.
damn pissed by things la. damn stress out! then my mum keep making me pack my things.
As we just bought a new book shelf so need to rearrange things but its like so...
i've done that stupid packing for like 1h30mins and i have yet to do any homework
haven study, haven do council stuff..
im like getting crazy already la.
someday i'll go off course... rawr!!
i want to ramble and ramble on...
grumble and grumble...
argh!!! damn no mood again la! frustrated!
sometimes i wonder why is studies so tough. if given a choice if i would quit council now?
i would...
AND I MEAN I WOULD.
its just too stressed
ACE! ACE! ACE! ACE! ACE! this word 3 alphabets is killing me
HATE ACER! feel like so stressed up. wan to cry la. :'(
hais dun wan blog le. no mood!


“Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow
Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead,
Just walk beside me and be my friend”

- Albert Camus

i changed this thing


“Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow
Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead,
Just walk beside me...”


Date: Monday, July 13, 2009
Time: 8:39 PM
Title: crazy me

hmm nth much to post lei
hais hope tmr no ace i wan go home study la.
wth no ace! no ace! no ace! pray hard!
hais please i don't want!
please... please...
hais i hate acers and cca 
hais im really into the study me. crazy kind.
ignore me la..
studying now..
bb


Date: Sunday, July 12, 2009
Time: 8:11 PM
Title: i've changed

having someone to understand you is something real hard... its alright... 我知道我变了。
if having someone to understand you is that hard,
then i'd rather not let that person understand me than to hurt that person.
我真的知道我变了。
但是这也不是我想要的。 为什么事实重是那么的残酷?
我真地发觉我已不是以前的我。
i thought that i could find someone to talk to 
but yet what i got in return was something hurtful.
i know things have been drifting apart. 
i know that your not only the one that said i've changed
but i don't want this to happen either.
i just wanted to talk to you hoping that since you've been so close to me, 
you would understand me
however, it was totally the opposite.
never had i thought that words you said today could actually hurt me so much
but its alright. i guess, you've showed me how the current me is.
i really want back the old me.
would i be able to do that?
i hope i can. but i doubt myself. hais. i guess this time round you've shown me the real me
its time to change back. but it'll be hard. but i'll do my best
我真的不想再这样下去。请你不要再对我有这样的态度。这只会对我有这伤害。
也许当初如果事情没有发生的话,或许现在就不会有这么多的问题。
我心里真的很懊恼,很乱,很烦。 或许这也让我看见我真正的好友。。
对我来说你早已不纯在了。


Date:
Time: 5:35 PM
Title: way before my hearts

well, i guess its meant to be 
hahas 18 july, Saturday...
CIP hahas this year's going to do CIP for the helping hands
council' CIP
hahas wouldn't it be nice to spend your days helping someone in need?
okay ignore me..
but thinking about helping others would be something better to do
instead of only you being happy, why not let others be happy as well?
enlighten people's life, make them smile ^^
hahas hmm a Saturday used for CIP 
that mean im left with only SUNDAY & if im stuck with homework?
then no more time out for me then.
monday's school...
haha but im perfectly alright with it.
just hope that miracle could happen... 
and hopefully it'll be meaningful hahas 
wonders what will happen this year... 
hoping to get my phone on the 28 JULY haha 
why? coz thats the day i got my phone 3 years ago... and im using it now =|
hmm new phone... im waiting for you... 


Date:
Time: 3:05 PM
Title: cheers joke

haha okay im posting for fun only coz a message spoiled my mood
anyway homework is killing me
why did i get sick on saturday?
that makes me unable to complete my homework on time
gosh im having a weird voice right now
no more fever already but im feeling cold
i dun wan go school tmr lei. im i having fever now?
idk..
hais

happy 2nd mth i love you lots haha ^^


Date:
Time: 2:43 PM
Title: quotes





Date: Saturday, July 11, 2009
Time: 6:09 PM
Title: sick

11 July 2009, Saturday
SICK

had flu yesterday and now down with fever.
how?
i haven do any homework
i have been sleeping from yesterday 8pm to morning 1030am
and just now 2pm to 5pm
haven do homework, means no time to study for other test that coming up
omg, i dun wan to be sick.

thanks alot =] tmr the 2nd mth. haha i love you


Date: Friday, July 10, 2009
Time: 3:28 PM
Title: missin..

WENT TO MEET MO AFTER SCHOOL YTD
HAHA SHE LOOK SO FAIR =]
haha miss her so much la. class buddy =]
so long then i get to see her hahas
good isn't it the feeling where by u missed someone alot
haha still rmb how hard it was to be when she left
crying uncontrollably at the airport
time flys
haha
anyway, back from school
ace wasn't as bad as i thought haha
but im having a stupid bad flu now.
PE today rocks haha :D love it!
ever seen a class so bond? no right? haha
well, played till like my whole face was red, perspiring like mad
so tired today la. so someone ask me go home early and rest
haha D thanks

misssin' you and just 2 more days


Date: Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Time: 6:42 PM
Title: school isn't as appealing as it is... ='[

school is boring today. however, cme today was fun haha. close yr eyes,imagine u are marrying someone. the feeling,family,relative,yr partner feeling. lols funny la
after school ICT...
bored now so many homework tt i dun wan to even touch.
hais im starting to hate maths
i hate chem ='[
must stay back after school on friday coz i failed chem SA
hais. because of this im not feeling tt good.
hais i want to do well for all my subjects!!!
study!!! action speaks louder than words.
but with so much amount of work and cca/ council, i don't have time to do my studying at all.
i need help...


Date: Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Time: 9:38 PM
Title: nth

hmm nth much to post
hahaha coz i forgot
got short term memory


Date: Monday, July 6, 2009
Time: 9:43 PM
Title: "It’s all about character. Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits.

okay ytd had ICT dun really like it
had to rush that work
anyway, im bored,
pissed by homework and stuffs
dunno what to say...
anyway nth much to post la. nth much these days.
im counting still...
haha u've said it!
thanks im waiting... counting for...
not abt...
abt smth else..


Date:
Time: 11:18 AM
Title: random feels

rawr crap.
hais i really don't understand somethings
idk why, why do i..
Argh nvm abt.
i just dun understand
forget it.
我就是不明白。。。 算了吧!
也许某些事是无法解释的事情。
终有一天事情会变得比较好的。=]
argh ignore me anyway.
crapping.
and if im not wrong two days ago i saw my english tuition teacher that taught me last yr. lols
lols no wonder she look so familiar la
haha

  你说你就此离去
  不再回头
  说那撒满诗意的芬芳
  尽是你的哀愁
  可你若真的这样转身就走
  那藏着心事的字句
  便找不到绽放心动的枝头
  你说你删掉一切记忆
  收起叹息
  说满身的倦意已读不出
  眼眸与风景的关系
  可你却忘了
  星星与夜空是怎样的距离
  没有人告诉你
  你转身的日子我依然惦记
  没有人对你说起
  想你是风吹起情伤的旋律
  若真要离去先告诉我
  要以怎样的方式
  能抹去记忆中的你

lols i wrote this in my chinese compo


也许我看错了你,你也不是我现象的那么好。你和他没什么分别。为什么每个我喜欢的男生都对我那么不好?我就是不明白。我以为你会对我比他好。但你和他没分别。我很难过。为什么事实中是那么残酷呢?有人可以告诉我吗? & it truely hurts!!!



Date: Saturday, July 4, 2009
Time: 7:17 PM
Title: out once again

lols idk what to say but,
younger bro suspected me with someone...
and then elder bro took my phone today to play
and know what, he saw the message someone sent me
coz i forgot to close and know what, he saw and he pretended to play with my phone
trying to give me a thinking that he didn't see
anyway, i went to buy cloth for council banner today
wow we earned =] the uncle sold it to albinia and i at 10 instead of 12
haha good hor. haha
then went to mrt then no receipt then albinia went back to get
thanks to her =]
didn't go back coz i went down to orchard cinileisure
met aricia and karine
watched threads of destiny
it was nice la. but quite disappointed
it wasn't as nice as sky of love. go eat most l8r =]
hmm theres this saying which i agree to in the movie
out of 3000 people we meet, 300 are friends or family
but out of which there will only be 1 whom you will really meet.
and it will be the right person for you.
its called destiny.
hmm i shall upload the trailer =]
and right, meeting someone with the same birthday is also one which is really rare.
believe it or not, its up to you.
anyway i hate that second guy who liked mei la. abuser lor. can't even treat her properly
see already angry sia. lols
sad to say the 1st guy can treat her well but can't...
cannot say so much l8r not fun for ppl who wan to watch





haha i can't help but to always seem to laugh at all your jokes. haha what u smsed wrongly actuallt made me laugh like mad. till my brothers both ask me what happen lols haha


Date: Friday, July 3, 2009
Time: 8:38 PM
Title:

"I'm tired of playing pretend. Pretending is for schoolchildren. Maybe i just wanna fall in love for real this time."

Your soo tired of all these assholes, it's time for something different. You hate throwing the word "love" around and you want it for real this time.


lols this quiz in fb is is so damn vulgar la.


quiz





Your life isn't that hard.

You just need be Calm everyday of your life. You glance near the farthest land or water to pass by to either of anyones eyes can see you have the passion of life.

quiz

Loving

You care for people even when they have done something bad to you. You are always the one to bring everyone together and love again. You are the best friend and family member.


quiz


Falling For The Best Friend

It'd be no surprise if you fell for one of your close guy friends! You value your friends more than anything so a relationship with one of them would be the perfect fit for you! It may take a little while to get it right but once you do, it's smooth sailing on the love boat! (hehe)


Date:
Time: 1:40 PM
Title: wonder...

why did he appear to be outside of class this morning. why? i saw him, he saw me.
i sensed that he was looking at me. but why? is there a motive that he is there looking at me? what does he want? but once he saw someone, he chose to leave the place. i don't know if someone actually realize he left or even saw him. feeling very weird now. when i recall this particular thing this morning. i wonder...

i totally agree with the particular quote below.

-Rita Mero
I have no regrets in my life. I think that everything happens to you for a reason. The hard times that you go through build character, making you a much stronger person.


You can make me smile, you can make me cry but the one thing you can't do is make me stop loving you. A love is like a sun its give us brightness in our life and at night its like a moon its save us from darkness.

okay wadever crap im talking i dun care either. smsed with someone and couldn't stop laughing he's just so... haha XD talking to u is always so fun. anyway pe today height and weight. haha i gained 2 kg. but never grow tall. haha guess im still the lightest in class haha. played voleyball during pe today. why pe so short. it shld have been longer.

I
LOVE
VOLLEYBALL!!!


Date: Thursday, July 2, 2009
Time: 7:12 PM
Title: if only..

"If you really love someone, you need to let go of them. If they return, they were be yours forever.But if they don't, they never were."
----- mr tong said this in CME lesson
and what do you think of this phrase? sounds true?
okay whatever, curently addicted to the song 右手边- 光良
hais tired la. see the council banner want die le.
i dun want do la.
i shld not have said that i know where to get.
regret sia. anyway "homework- ing" and eating at the same time.
i realised that i am indeed "cold" these days
i don't know why but if u don't feel good please do tell me.
maybe because of focusing on every lesson and sleeping late thats why i turned out like that
now that i sit in front, i hardly talked so...
unlike in the past at the back, talk crap a lot. lols
hmm...

boy im sorry that i treated you so cold, which i did not realise. now that i realised, i know that im really cold, i'll try not to. i love you so much. don't say u treat me bad okay? no matter what, i'll love you. don't say you treat me badly when i treat you so well. i wonder why do things change... can we turn back to times when we 1st started? i prefer the past. i longed to see my phone so often coz i want to see your message. i love you!!!
I love it when you look at me, Because I know for one moment I crossed your mind
My love for you is ever long....my love for you is growing strong....I gave you my heart as one...I trust that you wont get it wrong...together forever me and you....I tell you baby 'I love you'


Date: Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Time: 8:18 PM
Title: cheers nah

really impressed with all that you said. sorry if i was cold. don't apologise to me either dun put all the blame on yourself. :-( so touched by your words. dun say tt u are a bully when im so good to you la. dun say tt u treat me badly. now cheer up. smile lots :-) cheer up :-) dun blame yourself le.


don't bother asking me what is this about.


Date:
Time: 6:11 PM
Title: 右手边

右手边 / Tay Trái
Artist: 光良 / Quang Lương
Composer: 徐世珍

静静地坐在你的身边
还会有多少这样的时间
我要迎着这窗外的光线
牢牢的记住你微笑的侧脸
我说了离别不会伤悲
这是我对你唯一的欺骗
因为我最喜欢你的双眼
那么美 不适合掉眼泪
你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
我会默默地留下右手边的座位
有一天 当你看过世界
再决定你降落的地点
而我也会继续地 奔驰在这长长的街
左手边是我的心 右手边没有谁
为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
因为我相信 说过了再见
一定会再见
我说了离别不会伤悲
这是我对你唯一的欺骗
因为我最喜欢你的双眼
那么美 不适合掉眼泪
你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
我会默默地留下右手边的座位
有一天 当你看过世界
再决定你降落的地点
而我也会继续地 奔驰在这长长的街
左手边是我的心 右手边没有谁
为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
因为我相信 说过了再见
一定会再见
你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
我会默默地留下右手边的座位
为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
因为我相信 说过了再见
一定会再见

"If you really love someone, you need to let go of them. If they return, they were be yours forever.But if they don't, they never were."

fits the song la this phrase.


Date:
Time: 5:25 PM
Title: anglican high school concert =]

went for geography project after school ytd
ate at kfc with yenuo, phyllis, valerie, jenna
ate till round 4 then went library
used the computers to do geo
then when we finish it was 5 plus
i ran back home
bathe then ran out again
headed to city hall then walked to marina square
went to look for lynette and teresa
they went over 1st.
hmm walking to marina square food court gave me an aura of a particular event
the place which i met you at, so coincidental in the past
i smiled as my memories flashed acrossed my mind
never had i been that shy that time. and you were as well
u saw me and my family while i saw u and your friends haha =]
just so coincidental
but for what i can say, things are just like sunset and sunrise
each and every sunset and sunrise at the same timing each day will never be the same
the feeling, the thoughts, sense, the scenery...
all these good things even if taken can only be kept as a memory
whats best will be what we ourselves experience
every experience gives different feelings.
coming back to dinner, we ate and proceeded to the esplanade.
haha =]
the concert was great! loved it
haha it rocks..
Anglican High and their standard so high.
and maybe sometimes life is meant to be. coincidental things just happen
saw Godwin ytd night. didn't know that i would see him in person actually.
anyway talked to him just now. haha he told me he was extremely nervous when he conducted yu chang. haha. and he said the other conductor was scary.
that conductor can actually only conduct and play piano ( he damn good at it)
i thought he could sing but godwin said he couldn't actually. he is always not with the choir.
if he is, he will just play the piano.
lols now a know smth new. haha
godwin asked me how the concert was so i sald: the concert was GREAT =]
and know what he said? define great...
lols joker haha
okay back to the concert,
after concert went to the top of the esplanade to look at the view
the cold breeze blew across my face, so soft, gentle, and cold- not that cold
walked around, went back marina square, went macdonalds
drank chocolate milk shake =]
wah the milkshake keeps "growing"
making me bloated
then went home, reached at around 11.
dad waited for me at mrt there
then came home and do physics workbook
sad to say i dunno how to do lur so difficult

p.s. haha lynette ar you think too much le haha =] =]


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