“Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love,
the things you are, the things you never want to lose.”
Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Time: 6:01 PM
Title: life..

LIFE IS TOO SHORT,
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
Laugh when you can
apologize when you should
AND LET GO OF WHAT YOU CAN'T CHANGE
Love deeply...
and forgive quickly
take chances, give everything
AND HAVE NO REGRETS
Life is too short to be unhappy
you have to take the good with the bad
SMILE WHEN YOU'RE SAD
love what you've got
and always remember what you had
always forgive but never forget
LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES
*BUT NEVER FORGET*
people will change and things will go wrong
but always remember...
Life goes on!



Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right, forget about the
ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for
a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life,
let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy; they just promised it'd
be worth it.

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Date: Sunday, September 27, 2009
Time: 12:23 PM
Title: mooncake festival

went for the mooncake festival celebration with my family to the pasir ris park
was quite boring there lor
nth much to do.
had dinner, brought my niece and nephews for a walk with their lantern
then had peeling of pomelo competition
my younger bro was damn funny lols
kuku and mum played too
elder bro spent his time "tortured" by my niece hahas
merissa like to stick to him hahas
hais shall stop now.. tons of homework
BE BACK ON 13 OCT..
Won't reply messages after 9pm


Date: Friday, September 25, 2009
Time: 9:37 PM
Title: love pranks

e zuo ju

I can't find a good reason
to stop this affection I have
This feeling is too complicated,
I'm sorry, I can't explain it


I believe the meaning of this love
is that miracles have a few possibilities of happening
Maybe the pure and gentle wind will blow in good news


Everything requires fresh experience, and contains risks
Please tell me how to make it to the end
Nobody understands, unlike me and the stranger I'm in love with


I think I will begin to miss you
though I just saw you a moment ago
I suspect that this unusual meeting is only a practical joke


I think I will slowly continue to like you
because I have the courage to love
I've sunk myself into the practical joke you've played
The practical joke you've played


I can't find a good reason
to stop this affection I have
This feeling is too complicated,
I'm sorry, I can't explain it


I believe the meaning if this love
is that miracles have a few possibilities of happening
Maybe the pure and gentle wind will blow in good news


I've discovered that your secret weapon are your dazzling eyes
Please let me continue to look at them
Nobody understands, unlike me and the stranger I'm in love with


I think I will begin to miss you
though I just saw you a moment ago
I suspect that this unusual meeting is only a practical joke


I think I will slowly continue to like you
because I have the courage to love
I've sunk myself into the practical joke you've played
The practical joke you've played


will be back on sunday i guess, to blog abt tmr family outing and after that gone for a mth


Date: Monday, September 21, 2009
Time: 5:59 PM
Title: bb for now

i really don't know
maths is just like an obstacle
so many questions i don't know how to do. hais i need help
i need someone to teach me.
its like the whole paper i only did like 3 to 4 questions only
i can't go on like this.
its just an excuse. i need to work hard for it!!! no computer already.
NO MORE!
i believe i can do it.
SMSes, sorry, i may not reply. Totally 100% into studies.
I'll be away for a month...
will be back after 1 mth.

will only blog if i really have smth to say..
stay tuned..


Date: Sunday, September 20, 2009
Time: 3:57 PM
Title: gtt wrkhrd

hais kinds frustrated with my homework lor
maths... i just can't do the questions
omg la. exam coming le lei. still cannot do then during exam how?
i need to work real hard extremely hard for it
its tough but i need to do it.
im feeling extremely stressed out. but its not giving me any reason to give up
perseverance! i need to do it!
my goal i need to work for it.
hais sick again lor...
flu and abit feverish
but im going to still do my homework
jiayou le!




Date: Saturday, September 19, 2009
Time: 10:05 PM
Title: small words big impact

i can't pledge anything but all i could say for now is
i do my best not to use the com unless really in need.
i do my best for all my exams.
i do my best for everything i do.
i believe...
i have a dream and goal to believe in. i can achieve. i do my best!
And i am persistent!

"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."



Date: Friday, September 18, 2009
Time: 10:45 AM
Title: adam khoo last day. closing ceremony

today was the last day of ADAM KHOO workshop
Thanks to AMIN, ANDREA, CANDICE and AMOS.
without them this workshop would not be made possible.
indeed i have learnt a lot from this workshop.
if given a chance to repeat this workshop again i would be more than willing to do it.
this has inspired me and motivated me
i can't deny that i cried today but why?
i can;t deny its the fact of guilty in me
what i have done. i feel so guilty
i wanted my parents to come that day but they didn't want to. but its alright even though its hurting
theres lots of things i want to say to them
i guess i won't tell u straight in the face but then...
i'll just say it here for at least, i will feel much better,
dad, mum, thanks so much for being there all these while. i haven't been giving my 100%. You have never given up on me no matter what happens. Instead you encouraged me. I still remembered this when i failed and you said do better next time. I have never forgotten this line. When i'm sick you took care of me. Thank you for the unconditional love, care and concern all these while. I'm sorry that i have been rude at times and refused to listen to you. But i regret now. I cannot make promises as i have broken lots of them. I'm truly sorry. I have not done my best in everything that i do. I did not do well for my exams this year and i really don't want to do badly again. i don't want to disappoint you anymore. Even though i know you compare me with others if that you want me to do better. But its hurting. I just hope you don't compare me with others. This is me, i am who i am. I want to do well for a reason, i want to repay you. Thank you so much. Enough disappointments for all of you already. I can see that you are also disappointed with me too. I'm sorry. All i want to say is, I'm sorry and I LOVE YOU!

I can't help but if i don't say all these i guess it would haunt me forever. I know and i will eventually tell you all these. May be i shall write a note to you. And probably sms daddy. And i will do it!
when it was the closing ceremony it rocks. everyone and in hand singing together. as well as e1,e2 and e4 singing in the library. the tears shed and guilt in us. i guess this has made us reflect and to me, really, enough and enough already. no more. i shall study NOW!


Date: Thursday, September 17, 2009
Time: 10:15 AM
Title: adam khoo day 1

well, 1st day of ADAM KHOO workshop and its AWESOME!
I LOVE IT! it was fun.
didn't know that after 13hours i would still be so energetic
our trainers were AMIN, ANDREA, CANDICE and not forgetting AMOS.
they had really great impacts for me
as i reflected each and every word they said i felt so.. i dunno what kind of feeling that was..
choices has consequences.
as i reflected back, i guess i haven't been giving my 100%
and its time i wake up already.
i really felt bad abt it.
but its alright the past is not equals to the future
i can't make promises to do things i cannot do
all i could say is i will not try my best
BUT i will DO my best... do my best... do my best... do my best.


Date: Sunday, September 13, 2009
Time: 10:55 AM
Title: back

well, im back on blogger again.
went to the airport yesterday night to fetch daddy and mummy as well as uncle and cousin
hmm uncle and cousin's going to go back in 1 days time.
time flies i guess.
reached home at around 11 plus slacked around hse till 1215 then go sleep
mummy and daddy bought 2 shirt while aunt bought me 1
hahas they said u ar, the most things one. lols
saw the zodiac figurines already. hahas was quite cute lor.
but doesn't really look like the zodiac
had a rat, rabbit, sheep, pig and a dog.. hahas whole family
listening to them talk yesterday was funny
they surrendered to eating seafood because they had it everyday
lols hahas good food everyday but they were sick and tired of it
lols hahas daddy not working today. tomorrow then he is.
shall stop blogging now.
喜欢又不表示,表示又不坦白,坦白又不显出,显出又不表达,表达又不说,说了我爱你。


Date: Saturday, September 12, 2009
Time: 5:17 PM
Title: 就这样吧!我只总还是爱你

命中注定我爱你...

Everybody takes the limits of his own field of vision for the limits of the world

我想先看見全世界的極限。

第一次是巧合第二次是意外第三次是惘

命中注定我爱你里的经典台词:第一次是偶然,第二次是必然,第三次是命中注定。
我知道第一次是巧合,第二次是意外,第三次是惘然。
曾经我以为我遇到命中注定的那个人,一个不完美可是我却爱他的男人。
可是我知道我们的的缘分不是注定而是我的固执换来的奇迹,
拜遍了台南、台北的月老,内心祈求的只是一个缘份的巧合,
我知道了,神明是真的存在的,他们试图真心帮助你,只是不对的时间、不对的人,
电影爱情三选一里有一句我很喜欢的台词:别去管真爱,真爱由不得你去找,它会自己找上门。当你准备好时,和你在一起的人就是真命天子。

今 天打电话给你,听到你刚睡醒的声音,我知道缘分尽了,以前不管我做了什么样的选择,命运总是让我遇见你,其实是我错了,在那些缘分中有多少否定的机会,有 多少现象告诉我你不是那个人,只是恋爱会让人麻木,让我对那些警告视而不见。现在我醒了,很高兴,我有机会说服自己给自己更广大的天空。
有机会让自己成为自己想成为的人,
虽然不知道你是打什么主意,但是我们扯平了,你伤害我,你对我好,让一切随着我到台南烟消云散吧,我真心想把你当成一个好朋友,但现在的我还不 行,我对你有太多依恋,对你有太多回忆,对你有太多悔恨!相信以后的我就算在你婚礼上都可以笑的很开心,因为我会遇见比你更好的人。

笨蛋,你有一次幸福的机会,只是你错过了,你要花更多时间去寻找下个幸福。
而我有机会寻找下一个幸福。

我了解不放弃什么就无法得到自己想要的,
我要放弃,
我要放弃我最重视的幸福,那个爱人与被人爱的幸福,
全心全意追寻自己想要的。
这篇文章给十年后的我:
你可能会后悔,不过你无法抉择,因为现在由我当家做主!
有本事坐时光机回来改变我!


要去英国
要赚很多钱

一个人的贡献不是看他得到了多少而是看她付出了多少


he first time was by chance, the second is inevitable, the third time was fate.
I know that for the first time is a coincidence, the second was an accident, the third meant to be.



我不知道我在想什么
也不知道我到底感觉什么
我只知道
当你听到了,某人说的某话,你会有一种感觉,什么感觉就是看那个人说什么。
这可能是一句好奇怪的句子
但是他的道理却很明确。
我知道第一次是巧合,第二次是意外,第三次是惘然。
第一次是偶然,第二次是必然,第三次是命中注定。


Date:
Time: 10:20 AM
Title: whoot its today

well, here to blog again.
was lazy to blog abt ytd night
had dinner at delifrance at around 8 plus
bro's treat! hahas XD
he paid $39.20 for everything
well, everything wasn't good la.
my bro was so pissed off with their service and everything
wow, he's changed. ever since he studied hospitality and tourism
he sees everything differently
all the mistakes in a particular place.
hahas so cool lor. lols
slept at 1 pm yesterday
hmm have yet to eat my breakfast guessing whats for lunch...
hmm 1 week of outside food im feeling disgusted
^^ anyway thanks bro
and ytd night talked to daddy
lols he's so cool ever since the outing to bowling, swimming.
he said: see you guys tmr yeah.
lols i was like.. wow cool. lols so in. hahas
wonder when will be our next outing...
anyway going to the airport tonight
their flight's reaching at 9pm tonight =]
hoping to see them real soon!
yeah its today! lols

happy 4th mth cherntiong. love ya lots <3


Date: Friday, September 11, 2009
Time: 3:46 PM
Title: tmr's the day XD

hmm oral today..
ok la nth much to comment abt
hmm nth much to say or blog abt either
daddy mummy cousin uncles, aunts coming back tmr ^^
awaiting for it!
tmr's the day!!! ^^

theres nth much which i can say... its really how u see it =] love's in the air ^^ i love you! hahas feels so good to be sitting beside u during oral. i didn't feel nervous at all. if i said i felt nervous i would be cheating my own feeling hahas!!! I LOVE YOU! CHERNTIONG, I LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU <3>


Date: Thursday, September 10, 2009
Time: 5:19 PM
Title: 结束吧!

或许这一切都不应该开始
户澳墟我们又不属于一样的世界
我不知道,
我也不想知道,
我或许这样想
但只是口是心非
真正的感觉再也不和以前一样了
我觉得,一切都变了。
是你也好,是我也好。
但这个感觉真的是令人太难以接受了。
是我太傻,还是是我太愚蠢。
一直都把一切给你。
我真的在想。
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对我最後才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配
你的回话凌乱著 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱著歌 假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐你用卡片手写著
有些爱只给到这真的懂了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数著 你再不捨
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著 要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著要怎么停呢


i guess its better for us to
...


Date:
Time: 10:36 AM
Title: Stay- Fann Wong

Stay- Fann Wong

stay 因为夜太美
寂寞的月亮需要星星陪
stay 不管夜多黑
不管天会亮不去想明天
带我飞远远的到天涯到海角
浩瀚的天际里只要有你陪
也许苦也许甜
不害怕不后悔
因为爱让我们再也分不开
just stay

stay 因为夜太美
寂寞的月亮需要星星陪
stay 就算是不对就算是沉伦
错误也是美
带我飞远远的到天涯到海角
浩瀚的天际里只要有你陪
也许苦也许甜
不害怕不后悔
因为爱让我们再也分不开
just stay
带我飞远远的到天涯到海角
浩瀚的天际里只要有你陪
也许苦也许甜
不害怕不后悔
因为爱让我们再也分不开
just stay





Date: Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Time: 8:48 PM
Title: dun give up!

i guess many have not felt the stress yet,
but for me,
i'm panicking... i fear.
really afraid.
i can't afford to fail..
feeling pressurized..
i guess i'm pressurizing myself too much
but i really can't help but to do that
i guess u may think im crazy
study from morning till late at night.
but really, time's running out
i feel as though there's a rock
so heavy that its weighing on me
i can't even lift it up
i feel like crying out but i just can't do that
its really so.. indescribable u know?
that kind of feeling?
im so afraid that when school start i will study like crazy
really crazy
sleep at 12 wake up at 6
keep on doing the same thing each day
everyday study study study
i dunno what else i can say but this feeling really sucks
well, must thanks ren yi and melvin for the encouragement
least im feeling better for now at least
thanks
i will, i must, i can!


Date:
Time: 11:50 AM
Title: 我的快乐

我的快乐

爱了坏了走了错了哭了痛了
累了倦了哭了烦的乱的冷的都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
浮躁的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发困了你爱的音乐停了我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要还你了真的不想要了只得封了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻不追问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻不追问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻不追问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择


疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
浮躁的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要还你的真的不想要了只得封了
封了...忘了...


Date:
Time: 11:14 AM
Title: nth much lor

hmm the dog opposite my house is kind of quiet
hmm just came yesterday and its quite big though
its my neighbour's girlfriends dog
she will be overseas for half a year so the boyfriend is taking care of it
hmm dunno why dun feel like doing homework at all now
i guess i need some rest.
did homework yesterday like crazy.
so its time for me to stop for awhile
anyway meeting teresa later do discuss about choir.
hmm dun wan to blog already.
go listen to music
if its not from the heart, its not worth doing.
如果不是来自心中,做了也等于没做。


Date: Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Time: 3:06 PM
Title: pressure erusserp stressed desserts

i am currently studying and doing homework now
but then i guess, i can't help stop doing homework but to say this
i really can't get this thing off my mind.
the reason why i'm studying like crazy is because i don't want to fail my end of year exam.
i reallt fear of it happening
i wonder what will happen if i really fail
i so afraid of it.
i'm just afraid i can't brush up all my subjects.
i so scared.
this is causing me to feel really stressed out.
i'm like putting a lot of pressure on myself.
keep on studying and studying
like as though i've never did before.
end of year is just in another 3 weeks.
i have really no words to describe my feelings right now
3 weeks 7 subjects.
how to complete them?
i'm feeling extremely stressed out.
time's running out and i can't bear to let time past that quickly
i need to use up each and every moment to study
i have not been sleeping early ever since the start of last mth
i have been staying up late studying, doing homework.
i really don't want my parent to stay up late with me to "watch" me finish my homework before they sleep
its really so hurting u see.
i don't know but i'm feeling very mixed in feelings
hais if u see me being moody its not because of anything but just too tired and stressed out
time management i really need it.
3 more weeks and i can endure.
no matter what i must do well! i cannot give up.
stressed, but i guess i have to overcome it!
grace!!! u can do it! i hope i dun give myself too much pressure.

考试就像是一场战争,必须时时刻刻和时间赛跑。
战场上的兵士们就向是考场上的考生们
考场上的卷子就像是战场上的炸药
如果准备得好就不会被炸死
但是如果没准备好被炸死时都不知道
考生们不停的写卷纸就像是战场个上的兵士们不停的奔波着,不停的跑

"It doesn't matter. Who is without a flaw?".


Date:
Time: 11:57 AM
Title: nth much

had a talk on the phone with daddy yesterday and the previous day
daddy went gulangyu =]
went to the piano museum too!
hahas i went there already.
daddy said he bought some figurines lols
chinese zodiac of each one of us
then ytd they went to hometown and will be staying there for the next few days
hmm nth much to post about also..
so i shall stop here.
homework i shall do..

a maths
e maths
english


chem
physics
chinese
geo
ss

"it is not conflict that will make or break a relationship...
it is how u manage it."


Date: Monday, September 7, 2009
Time: 4:00 PM
Title: not again..

CONGRATS TO PEI HWA!
WE WON THE TWIST ANS SHOUT COMPETITION
WITH $1000 AND THE PLAQUE
Top!
council! well done! ^^
great job! loved the dance so much
hmm so tired now.
woke up late this morning. rush to mrt like siao
but still when we reach there, we were early
hais dun want to blog. feeling really tired.
When in doubt, throw it out. Instead of preserving what was, it´s time to become a creator of what will be.





Date:
Time: 3:21 PM
Title: nonsensical

Passionate but flighty

Your name also says you are:

Energetic but impatient
Perceptive but paranoid


For Grace Lim who birth in July 21 under Cancer Zodiac, below are his/her Black Zodiac Forecast :

Horrors with Cancer in Black Zodiac!
The big beloved Mummy´s baby! This is something you have probably heard very often when people would refer to you. Your hyper-sensitivity is very irritating because people can never tell you what they really think of you without having you sobbing your heart out. Indeed, you have no control over your emotions, and your entourage, as well as yourself, find it very difficult to put up with your moods. Your mental age is eight years and you still live in a stage of childhood. Actually, you live more in your head than in the real life. You cannot confront the world and you vegetate in your snug and warm little universe. Your memory is far too good, and you are unable to get rid of your depressing nostalgia. In brief, you are a faint-hearted, passive, psychotic and selfish little thing.


Dear Grace Lim, below are Daily Horoscope result on September 07, 2009 for Zodiac Sign Cancer (June 21 - July 22):

You could inadvertently hurt someone´s feelings because you are extremely critical today. You see the possibilities and you also see the obstacles. This combination allows you to clearly point out where another person´s performance falls short of his or her potential. Don´t be so hard on everyone else; just keep doing whatever can to lead by example.

http://apps.facebook.com/rela_psyc/index.php

When in doubt, throw it out. Instead of preserving what was, it´s time to become a creator of what will be.


Date: Sunday, September 6, 2009
Time: 9:17 PM
Title: miss u daddy mummy

hmm wonder how daddy and mummy are doing over there in china now
brother's trying to call them now
hmm miss them so much
whole day at home hadn't talked much at all
the most like less than 80 words at all
hais tmr going for twist and shout competition
go there cheer till 12pm
then going rush over to lrt station take lrt to school
hais going to be real tired lor
no lunch for me tmr.
poor thing
must wake up at 630 and reach raffles at 8am
tired tired
hmm bro can't reach them at all..
hope they call over lor.
miss them so much!


Date: Saturday, September 5, 2009
Time: 6:23 PM
Title: the helping hands

back from cip and im dead beat!
really tired
i helped out from like dunno what time to 130 like tt,
i not feeling well already
dehydration, due to the heat
feeling damn unwell lor, so giddy.
my face was like burning hot like feverish like tt
then just sat down. took the cold mineral water and placed it on my face
nonetheless it wasn't very much of a help to me
it was like so tough lor.. feeling tt way
then thanks to albinia, cassandra they all.
they help take my shift, then albinia drew my name =] hahas so nice but water smeared it
then our school soccer team also came down..
hais talking abt tt reminds me of netball
it was like so.. hopeless lor
playing with jurong view secondary wah they are like so strong. coz they are netballers
we? nth at all. we dun play netball lor, so got trashed lor. the score for us is like zero
1st time didn't play coz wasn't feeling well
then time decided to sub le ern and go down to play
wa cannot take it lor. they damn rough lei. push push push
still step on me lor. 1st thing only she push me make me twist my leg, now so pain.
but after all its a game what..
hmm anyway after playing felt okay lei.. not tt
in the bus tt time everyone so high keep singing and singing hahahas
hais... really unwell lor...
thanks everyone for the concern =]


Date:
Time: 7:42 AM
Title: till a later date

back from the airport and blogging once again
sitting at the airport made me recalled lots of memories
alot of it.
one of it was Mo leaving
and lastly the trip last year to XIAMEN
hahas =]
hmm lots of pictures started to flash across my mind.
then i got the feeling of the 1st time when i flew to america
tt was when i was 7 lols 12 years already
i kind of want to go back to the past enjoy the days once again
hmm i hope that i will go overseas at the end of this year.
really hope so.
hmm l8r going to eat lunch on my own
surviving 9 days without my parents
packed lunch everyday..
its alright i can take it. 9 days only =]
have fun daddy mummy ^^
& merrill, enjoy there, improve your chinese okay!
after u came singapore u've improved alot. continue to do so. & i know u love singapore alot- addicted hahas


Date:
Time: 4:10 AM
Title: bon voyage

410am and im here sitting infront of the computer
going to send my family members to the airport
hmm bon voyage =]
its just unique to see them all together
a very rare chance to gather the whole family together
1st uncle and aunt, 2nd uncle and aunt, 3rd uncle, 4th uncle and merrill, 5th uncle and aunt, 6th uncle, kuku, dad, mum. cool huh? hahas
i really wanted to go for this trip but i've given up my chance of doing so
homework is going to kill me if i do go
hmm but its alright la. i've been to xiamen last year already. chaozhou too.
only that this time round they will be going to out hometown XD
HOMETOWN!! hmm..
feeling hungry. shall go and grab a bun.
and l8r after sending them to the airport will come home
then use com then l8r go out again
going to be real tired today lor
hmm shall go out at 530 =]


Date: Friday, September 4, 2009
Time: 6:24 PM
Title: kk hospital

hmm just now went kk hospital for check up
hmm this year kind of fast =]
they change the clinic to the 2nd floor
newly furnished
next year have to go back again..
hmm anyway doctor said im alright
the hole in my heart has closed but
there is still a very small hole which if you listen is unable to hear
only if using the screen the can see.
hmm great!
doctor also said after next year i'll be transferred to general hospital already
hmm time really flys, so fast its9 years after the operation already
lols shocking to hear when doctor said tt.
hmm visitor at hse..
shall stop blogging
anyway, family going to XIAMEN tmr, i wan go... i miss 冠婷...
i believe i will meet her once again.
till next time

patience is virtue =] but patience is limited.. don't test my patience.. =| BEWARE.. i'll go BOOM! =O and you'll get it...


Date:
Time: 6:06 PM
Title: give up..

我想了想今天老师在班说的一句话,
如果你对那个人没感觉,
就直接俄的告诉他。
别给他一丝机会或是一丝的希望。
我想了又想,想了又想, 但却不知道怎么得去告诉他。
这世界太残忍了吧?或许不是世界,是现实吧!
我想我真的得狠一点了。
这样子下去就不会浪费你的时间。
但说真的,虽然我很有耐心,但是耐心是有限的。
这次,我不会那么容易得去相信你。
i guess its time for me to be straightforward.
i dun like you okay.
but im wondering how to tell u this.
i dun wan to hurt u at all. but i dun wan you to mistake me...
giving u the wrong feeling okay.
and i will and i mean it!
我是认真的。
我不想再有这样的心情。
give up... dun waste time on me.
i dun want to waste yr time.
i dunno how many people's time have been wasted on me.
i dun wan u to do the same too.
coz its a no for me.


Date: Thursday, September 3, 2009
Time: 7:32 PM
Title: 算了吧

我不知道我做出的决定是否对或是错
对我来说我是错了
这一切都不应该是这样子的
或许我看错了你。
本来能相信你的但是现在你让我失望了
你是否对我坦白我不知道。
我一次又一次的相信你
我认为我真的是个傻瓜
那么容易的就再也不在意过去。
然后再让你从心得在伤害我。
我够愚蠢吗?
不管人家怎么得再恨你我每一次都会让你把你的怨言诉苦给我
我再三的聆听这一切。。。 但却让你有了不应该有的年头。。
算了吧!就让我再一次的接受这个事实。

why is it that you can't understand me at all?
all i longed for was just for you to be with me
accompany me when im lonely
seeing you play soccer today made me felt different ^^
of course i was glad but at the same time.. i saw him
he was up there looking at me and i was looking at you.
isn't that weird.. sorry i told him abt me liking you.
he didn't say a thing but he said he did smth that if he told me i wouldn't forgive him
and i guess i kind of guessed what it was abt.
dickson? i dunno but i guess so...
anyway your sms today got me shock =]
and i just hope that we could go back to the past sms each other everyday
another 9 more days to our 4th mth i love you cherntiong =]


Date: Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Time: 5:01 PM
Title: no more of that

i guess i have lots to say and to reflect about today
but time's running short for me..
anyway went back to primary school today with aricia
had a really good talk with ms tan..
i guess primary school hasn't changed much..
much like that of the past.
the kind of feelings kind of sounded back to me..
welcome back home to where you were in the past
talked to her about lots of things.
i'm so glad =]
time management, i need to manage my time =D
after that went off wanted to eat lunch
but ended up buying bubble tea.
hmm then wanted to sit down and talk but ended up seeing edwin chua
hmm i guess time has changed...
he's changed alot i at 1st thought that he's changed for the better but then..
after what he said that he wanted to be a chef, he had a dream, i was glad
but when he started to smoke.. i guess you're not you anymore
not the guy i used to know
seeing u like this is like so..
i really dun wan to to be like this.
i just don't know how to express this feeling of mine..
i know everyone changes, but its just hard for me to accept the fact
i know that yr frens were not good either..
just hoping that u would change, change for the better
i just don't know what to say abt this.
i've always regarded you as one of those who would change but i guess yr too stubborn to change
but indeed at least your not as bad as in the past already
saw amelyn and alvin while talking to edwin lols
hmm to edwin,
just hoping you'll change for the better.
persue your dream! dun give up!
and about your gf? cheer up! =D there's always someone out there for you.
don't be so sad okay!
look on the brighter side
keep in touch again.. till we meet again..
really had a good talk.
and don't tell me im the one okay. u said tt since primary school.
and i hope u quit smoking! dun mix with the wrong group
kim hock, u too...
its great getting to know how everyone is
but most importantly,
kick all your bad habits
and tt'll be the greatest gift for everyone
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你, 有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃



Date: Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Time: 4:45 PM
Title:

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


  1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
  2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
  3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
  4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
  5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

You are a little too confident. You assume that he acts the way he does because he's interested in you. Don't forget, however, that he's the type of guy who is interested in a lot of things--and a lot of people. He's a very popular person, so it doesn't mean he cares particularly for you when he shows that he's worried because you're not well, or because he has called you at home once or twice. Nonetheless, you should not abandon all your hopes! It could be that he really does like you, and the way he acts indicates these feelings. You need to carefully observe his behavior, and how he reacts to you. And you should show him more clearly how you feel. If he reacts to you as usual after he knows you're keen, then don't worry, he's coming your way.

Traditional Cancer Traits



Date:
Time: 12:15 PM
Title: put to test..

and i wonder..
wonder if things are a test
test, to test if i can pull through everything tt is happening
happening, happening for a reason
reason, reason as to why all these things appear in life
life, life is full of mysteries and obstacles
obstacle, obstacles are what we need to overcome
overcoming all these things in life put to test
and i guess everything happens for a reason
and all these things happen for a reason
its happens for us to learn
it happens for us to see
i happens for us to feel
it happens for us to say
it happens for us to know...
everything happens..
and this is how we must each pull through this tests put in life..



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