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纪佳松&潘玮柏 - 同一个遗憾

作词:李念和纪佳松作曲:纪佳i

剩下我们坐在岸边看着她越走越远
白色星星迎着海面沙滩好远
而他的心去了哪里我们都无能为力
是谁的手能牵他回来

Does she know? Don’t think so.
爱上了同一个遗憾恍然明白
那时候为何要对彼此为难
Tell me she know, i don’t think so.
我们都不属於她的爱
不能重来的伤害我们都学会了释怀

两个朋友一个最爱不可能有的未来
只是结局却让我们如此意外 YEAH~
她的决定终於坦白开了玩笑的安排
怪谁的错我们都失败

Does she know? Don’t think so.
爱上了同一个遗憾恍然明白
那时候为何要对彼此为难
Tell me she know, i don’t thank so.
我们都不属於她的爱
不能重来的伤害而我们学会了释怀

Does she know? Don’t think so.
爱上了同一个遗憾恍然明白
那时候为何要对彼此为难
Tell me she know, i don’t think so.
我们都不属於她的爱
不能重来的伤害而我们学会了释怀

小宇 - 终于说出口
Xiao Yu - Zhong Yu Shuo Chu Kuo
Xiao Yu - Finally said it out loud

你终于说出口
ni zhong yu shuo chu kou
You finally said it out loud
其实你早就已经不爱我
qi shi ni zao jiu yi jing bu ai wo
Actually, you already don't love me anymore
为什么要低著头
wei shen mo yao di zhe tou
Why do you bow your head
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
ni zhi dao zhe wan xiao pian bu dao wo
You know this joke can't fool me
可是这不是玩笑
ke shi zhe bu shi wan xiao
However, this isn't a joke
是要逃避你离开我的理由
shi yao tao bi ni li kai wo de li you
It is the evading of the reason why you left me

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
一心想离开我
yi xin xiang li kai wo
Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me

我终于也说出口
wo zhong yu ye shuo chu kou
I've finally said it out loud
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
qi shi hen ai ni dan cong mei ren zhen shuo guo
Actually I really love you, but never seriously said so
或许是我的错
huo xu shi wo de cuo
Maybe it's my fault
多在乎你却只放在心中
duo zai hu ni que zhi fang zai xin zhong
Care about you a lot, but only keeping it in my heart
不要问我为什么
bu yao wen wo wei shen mo
Don't ask me why
因为爱你这就是我的理由
yin wei ai ni zhe jiu shi wo de li you
Because I love you, that is my reason

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me

没什么需要被原谅
mei shen mo xu yao bei yuan liang
Nothing really that needs to be forgiven
我笑得有些牵强
wo xiao de you xie qian qiang
My smile might seem a little forced
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
ni zhi dao wo zong shi neng gou jia zhuang bu nan guo
As you know, I can always pretend not to be suffering
Oh 不想看你那么累
OH bu xiang kan ni na mo lei
Oh Don't want to see you so tired
多希望再给我机会
duo xi wang zai gei wo ji hui
Wishing to give me one more opportunity
颤抖著我的手
chan dou zhe wo de shou
Quivering, holding my hand
握住的只是风
wo zhu de zhi shi feng
Holding onto what is only wind

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
一心想离开我
yi xin xiang li kai wo
Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me

she painted on a smile, erased all her tears & learnt how to pretend..

12 more day to prelim =[

speech day ytd :DDD was awesome.. though really tired..
went IFD project at skcc today with group- jia xian, jun jie, annabelle, amanda, yu jie. soo jun came to help.
damn fun! e2!!! lols
everything also can laugh about lols.
everyone is like i treat u i treat u lols
had mac and sparkling apple juice
hahas made bull.. its very nice :D
then went to check out class tee price...
went home... yeahh.. and ya as usual.. stupid sense of someone following me again.. yeah indeed.
a guy in his 30-40 with shades kept looking at me. then i felt smth wrong so i looked at him.. then after sometime i realised he have been looking at me.. i felt really weird.
i chose to ignore... alighted at doby ghaut.. to change train to novena
he seem to know i want to alight there or maybe because of my gesture..
i made him alright 1st by standing really still at the back.. he got off.. then i got off
then later, when i was walking at the back, he kept turning back and like made it not so obvious that he is looking at me.. then l8r he like walked really slow wanting to walk behind..
lols know what i did?? i walked to the crowded area.. and he can't see me because there is too many ppl and they are all damn tall. lols quickly alighted and hurried out.. phew..
seriously man.. what's with this problem this few weeks??
and pls la stupid lei. wear a shade where by i can see inside. no brain. and somemore look from the side i can see yr eyes lor.. totally can't stand it man.
i nearly wanted to give that guy a slap in the face man. dunno what the heck he looking at and following me for what.
i seriously need to be vigilant.. never know who will be the next person following me..

just when i thought all would be fine on april's fool something bad happened..i guess this would be one of the worst trick that i've ever got.playing pranks and all were all fine..esp 4e2 where we turned our tables and chair facing the back of class.after school having no CCA nor ACER i headed homebefore that helped Charmaine return bks to the library and pay the fine. little did i know that this would happen.

Carrying lots of books. i hurried to pay the fine.i took out Charmine brother's card then used my ezlink card to pay.after paying i placed back my ezlink card in my wallet.what about Charmaine brother's card?? i did not take. well, i'm not exactly sure what happened either. bcoz i did have a memory that i placed it back in my wallet and maybe it fell out because of too many books.

i didn't know until at night 830 Charmaine messaged me.u returned and paid right. i said ya
then i took out my wallet and looked at the receipt. guess what??? i realised i couldn't find the card. i told her and she said am i joking or serious( bcz i played a prank on her in the morning- spelling)then i said serious. then i searched everywhere but i just couldn't find it. i was panicking like crazy.i quickly hurried back to the library and ask the person but to no avail
being unable to find the card so i thought maybe it is really at home crap! i still can't find it. friday went out and library was closed. so i couldn't report loss.

saturday wasn't free and so today i went to report loss.!@#$%^() who ever was that person i hope u get retribution man! stupid u! this person took the card and borrowed 2 books( diary of wimpy kid and mystery)- lucky her bro borrowed 2 books so this ass can only borrow 2books.
i got to know that on the day i lost the card, this asshole took the card and borrowed it. damn you!!! now if these two books are not bring returned, i will have to pay for it too. as well as the card.

seriously this has been affecting me greatly because i've lost a card of someone else's and not mine. i feel really bad about it. really. i don't know why i have this really bad feeling that whoever that took th card is a male and has been following me or something. i saw this particular guy tt day around 13-14 i guess. he was walking infront of me then he saw me and then he stopped and turn around. when i walked infront of him he followed behind.
* it was late at night. on the day when i got to the library to find the card then l8r when i was coming home i sensed him somewhere then i saw him again. he kept looking at me for no reason. i felt damn scared. really scared. not imagining things but he seem to be stalking me or smth.. i keep seeing him or sensing him behind me.

i am seriously scared. and what is worse today as well, there is this guy in his thirties i was going into the lift when i heard whistling i didn't care to turn back and then i was damn scared.
this guy quickly pressed the lift and rushed in. i was damn scared.. mind u it is only 12pm. then he gave me a very weird look and kept looking at me. he is damn weird. i pressed my floor and then he reacted really fast and pressed 8. i glared at him and gave him a damn fierce look even though i was really scared. when it reached my level, i quickly ran out and peeped from my side of my eye ring feeling really afraid that he would come out and grab me or something. i quickly took my keys and locked my door. that guy doesn't seem to live up stairs because normally if someone locks the door upstairs u can hear it. there was totally no sound and all i heard is footsteps walking down staircase. i don't know. but everything doesn't seem right for me these few days.

i seem feel really insecure as though someone is following me. and i'm really afraid because many at time my instincts are accurate. really accurate. All i hope is that who ever who took the card please return it. the amount i have to pay may be a large sum but it is my fault and i should be held responsible for it. and about the 2 people who acted really weird, i guess i should really be very careful... i'm just feeling insecure..

delayed pic..

argh... i look so small

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