school today for me was kind of...
I'm speechless
no words could describe my feelings now and this morning
I'm in a total lost..
a confusion, different feelings
i feel as though i have gone mad or something but i guess its not only me who felt this way
to whoever it might be, be it close friends or not
tears fell uncontrollably today
i don't feel like continuing
but i guess i really wanna let out my feelings
ok went school knowing the news already was fine at 1st
then after morning assembly the school asked 2e1 go library or something 1st
then ask us, the student councilors to go ava with our bags
badminton to go basketball court
pdp people to go pdp room
and other student leaders to go hall
well, at 1st went ava was still fine.
one minutes of silence. i was still ok though few cried already
i still didn't. i kept my tears not wanting to cry
then after that went out. then they call us go the other ava
only seniors then went there sat in one circle with the teachers
then was asked to take out notebook and pen
to pen down our feelings
the few that cried were also seniors
then i write halfway heard erra crying, making me cry also but i was worse than her.
then yongliang started crying as well.
hais really super duper sad la. its like hais dunno how say la
just very sad la. but great thing was the teachers were there to help us
cried till my whole face and eyes red la
well, really thank you all the teachers who are there comforting us.
no matter what we still have to pack up our feelings and continue with what is going on
packed up my feelings and continued with the sec 1 orientation
went back hall. frens knew i cried
thanks for the concern people
went on with the orienatation
my feeling is like totally mad already
cry and laugh cry and laugh haha
like mad person haha maybe only for today
couldn't stop laughing to keep myself happy, not reminding me about the unhappiness.
well, i guess i feel much better now. better than keeping my feelings inside
crying out is really much better.
well, i would always remember today.
may all the memories be kept in our hearts.
never regret knowing you.
though i had rarely spoke to you