memories kept

okay went to biopolis today
was so boring la
sleepy lei
sian
okay no really in a good mood. phone spoilt. living in a world of dark...
i dunno why but i HATE my family these few days. why they keep giving me problems!!!
my father cannot go ptm then mum dun want. left bro. then father say friday he okay. i tell mr tong friday. he say must be thursday. then next day he come find me say can friday.then i say ok. then go home mum scold me say wad i zi zuo zu zhang. what is this dad ask me say friday then yr like tt. ur dun even get the things right then yr blame me. everything my fault la!!! blame on me la. fine lor. i dunno wads wrong with everyone in my family all like tt. then now change to thursday again. my mum go with my bro. i really hate them lor. no offence but... its like. argh!!! why are they giving me so much problems la. can't they just do what i need to do? keep giving me problem i very stressed up la. i tell u ar. i keep trying to tell myself to bear with it and be strong but i can't. i just busrt out crying. no one actually i knew i cried tts bcoz i cried in my room. i wun want anyone to worry but what do i get in return? NOTHING!!! ALL I GET IS ATTITUDE FROM ALL OF YOU!!! i feel like crying again. then now phone spoil. i more sad. then my younger keep use my com. then say wad do things. then my mum scold me coz i dun let him use although he got use. its already said when this com was given to me lor. he is not supposed to touch coz everytime he touch it will have problem and indeed it has now. argh!!! then i ask my elder bro teach me maths. he say i dumb. then my younger bro also say i dumb. i cannot understand what u expect me to do? i not so smart right? im stupid can? since u also say wad? argh!!! damn furious la. fires burning now!!!! HATE!!!!!!!