memories kept

the last desire...
i don't know what to say but i... i have just.. i have just ended it.
i guess its really time for me to study.
study time i have decided. i am sorry about it. that i've hurt you totally and so directly
i once told you that i will not break because of studies but i broke my promise.
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i guess sorry doen't cure nor does it help much..
sorry is just the only word i have in my mind now...
i am really sorry and truely sorry. that i've hurt you.
5 mths 1 week together and i broke everything
you just said okay to my everything
are you alright? i hope you are.
my heart is beating real fast... i don't know whats my feeling a kind of heart ache.
but what i can say is im dumb founded... no words could describe my feelings
my heart was like mad when i plucked up my courage to say that...
its over. we've ended. why me? i guess you must be very disappointed with me
i am as well with what i did... im trying to keep all my feelings to myself but i guess im going to tie down for awhile before everything gets better
i guess i would be feeling down these few days just before exams
grace, its over coz u did it... and since u did it, i guess, u better face the truth...
the reality, i guess i need someone to talk to..
my heart is as though its idk how to describe it but... its so... hurting
what have i learnt? never to fall in love. its just so complicated sometimes.
together maybe a good thing but you'll neglect something else
studies is what i have been neglecting so im going to focus on it now.
i don't want to be the last once again
im going to buck up and im decided...
something i want to say is...

thanks for all these while. i have never regretted being with you. you have given me many memories that i will keep with me. the fun and laughter of how we 1st started off.. each and every moment. but i guess, we've drifted and we're back. but now.. i ended it. sorry. i don't know what to say. im just so...

i don't know but im really so... i guess i have only told you the reason is that i wanted to study but... there is one more reason. which u may not know... it does not feel good to be stuck between something and that i'd choose not to be bcoz its just too hard to be. i don't know how you may feeling now. but i guess your just putting up a strong face infront of my. but your not. i believe that you'll be able to find someone better than i am. coz i did you wrong. i might seem as though im strong but im not..

really no words could describe my feelings. im just trying to hide my every sadness... putting up a strong face infront of everyone when i can't. im trying to bear...not to cry.... i seem like i have lots of things piled up but undescribable to say... yi zhi tao bi xian shi ye bu shi ban fa. wo yao kai shi man man de mian dui yan qian de mei yi fen mei yi miao. du shu de shi jian yi dao le. wo hai shi kai shi du shu ba. bie zai lang fei zi ji de shi jian. sui ran yan qian de dao lu mo hu, wo xiang wo ya ji zi mian dui le. zai ye bu neng tui suo... dui bu qi..