well school was boring to today. nth much also
except the fact that =] lynette gave choir gifts haha
thanks so much lynette. hmm i've got lots to say to her.
but i dun have the time now. so sorry.
and then family.. hais nbm its irritating
i dun like the way things are now. so horrible. its affecting my life.
i really dun like it. tts the reason if u ask me why i want to study in school
me and my younger bro just quarrelled
i just dun understand why
i wan to do my homework yet he comes and disturb me
blocking me from doing my homework. using my com without permission. what is this?
younger bro ya i know i shld let you. but this isn't the right time right? u even eat in my room. and dirtied the whole place and never clean up.
i've got test tmr, homework to do. and things to do using com
and yet u are doing this. causing chaos to the hse
and because of that dad and mum quarrelled. i know its partly my fault also. i can't deny
but this really isn't the right time. i need to do homework and u are using my com to play games
games okay not work
and bro com is not used why can't u use it?
its not the 1st already okay
ask u nicely pls leave the room u rude to me. many times i needed to use the com for projects
and you? bugging the com and dun let me use it.
this really cannot go on like this ok
i can't take it anymore.
i need peace. peace ok. coming home to study i can't do it. this hse is chaotic and noisy
not a place for me to study. not a good environment at all.
but here i really wan to apologise to my parents for causing the trouble and cauing them to quarrel
i guess i'd better stop blogging
coz its causing me to cry once again.
sometimes i really don't know who i can talk to abt all these.
its really hurting me in my heart. bottling up. i will explode eventually one day
and believe it i will explode. ='[
family problems aren't getting any better. its hurting ='[
girl, you ought to be stronger.
if given a chance, i don't want to go through all these. its too hurtful