i don't what what to do now.
im stuck in this stupid dilemma
to drop or not to drop
i really don't want to
is there any better alternatives
i can't take it just now and as usual broke down lor
thanks man matin bro. yeah i guess you're right.i always say im alright and im fine. but im not even.im only trying not to make people worriedbut then i myself deep down feels really bad.i'd rather be the one that is suffering than to get people worried.now im stuck with dropping or not to drop
i talked to my mum just now and yeah, i didn't want her to worry abt me and so i went to my room and eventually cried.
i don't know but the thoughts of crying made me feel better
but then, when it really comes to crying, the feeling just seems as though there's a verge of breaking down but then, just can't cry out.
this is really making me feel so vexed
really vexed? what will happen if i drop? what will happen if i don't drop? what are the consequences?
i guess, i just need sometime to consider and think about all these. i really need sometime.
yes, people, i am really grateful for all your concerns. it did made me feel better
but still, my feelings are like so mixed up.
i can't seem to make any decision at.
but i guess no matter what decision i make,
still, im going to be brave. pack up all my feelings and most importantly, move on..