the date for the a maths retest is nearing and guess what,
only 2 weeks and 3 days &
i'm getting even more stressful.
thinking of the amount of homework i have yet to do just freaks me out.
and thinking of that retest causes me to feel the lack of confidence.
it is not that i am afraid of going for the test
but afraid of accepting failure
i'm afraid that i would stress myself out during the exam like EOY for physics and chem
and because of that everything flunked out
total blank in my mind.
well i guess homework and retest is what got me out of mood for this year's christmas
totally not in for any mood at all.
it was a silent christmas.
a real peaceful one.
don't know why, but i guess i feel better having a quiet one this year
instead of celebrating it.
ought to say sorry to those who kept asking me out but i kept saying no.
really sorry.
next year alright. but make sure u ask me on the day i'm free
well i'll go do geo now.