ok i'm back for more. ok for what i could say mock prelim is screwed. seriously screw.
done. killed. died. i can't believe this was my very first time i didn't complete all of my papers
unbelievable huh? but ya its reality. still have more papers next week.
ok next to say about my leg.. well, yes, indeed it is getting better. much better.
i can walk i can jump but run... short distance only.
sometimes it still hurts.. but yeah.. its ok. i can resist the pain of my muscles
hmm still my right leg is colder compared to my left.
one of the blood vessels or perhaps is veins broken.
resulting my right leg to be colder.
swollen? hmm just a little can't really see already.
well, ya... it will be better. all the pain would be gone.
even though there's bound to be sharp pains all of a sudden.
not it not gonna be painful anymore. not going to have it anymore.
it will all be over soon.
scar? yes its a big one. and my dad laughed at me because its a heart shape. =.=
well, i really hope it will all soon be over.
and this fall has caused me to have mental fear.
i'm fearful of walking on steps and down steps.
especially downwards
just ytd i slipped and nearly flew down the flight of steps.
scared the hell out of me. was really worried i would fall once more.
i'm going to overcome my fear. its not going to haunt me.
even though i know it takes time.
but its ok. it will recover. it will be better. it will be well.
i still cannot kneel down of course. it would hurt.
next.. yes i'm much more better now. not sick anymore i guess.
after 1 week of fever its ok already. 2 weeks of hell of cough, flu and all the nonsense. 3rd week of sickness became better. now its totally ok! ;D
now i finally know how it feels to be like jiahao.
it feels bounded for that whole month unable to move. it feels really uneasy having all of your friends carrying your stuff and helping u get from one place to another. it may even be a few steps of walk but you just can't do it yourself. and that feeling sucks. its so awkward being treated like the boss or something. just don't feel good having ppl to "serve" you. its really uneasy. but i'd really like to thank them for helping me all these while. esp when i can't come to school yet i insisted on going because i know i've missed a week of school. and there after coming back i had fever. which is like hell for me.
yes, i insisted on coming to school for class photo taking. i missed last year's one because i was on 9 days mc. it was hell for me too! yes, i'm drinking vitamin c everyday because i'm weak. yes, i have not been eating much for the past few weeks. but yes, i'm eating more now. =] more than what i usually eat.
ya, i don't really know what to say i guess... i know this post is like so random and anyhow. the ideas are like jumping everywhere. yes, o level chinese results back. no feeling at all... ya whatever. shall go off now! bye~