Apparently, work has sort of ended for me but school has officially started. I've been looking forward to school before it started but right now i'm dreading it. Was it the environment? Was it the people? or Was it just me? or perhaps all of the above?

School isn't what i've expected to be. Poly life. It's so much different compared to sec sch life and now i really look back and it is really when you appreciate your teachers and yr classmates. your schoolmates too. It's really hard for me to get use to what poly life is right now. But it's alright. Time will help me to.

But of course, it takes two hands to clap. So i myself would need to put in the effort to blend in with the rest of the classmates. All that i do hope is to just have friends in the class and someone to approach when u have doubts for any modules.

Yes, indeed. i'm very very in my own world in class and it's hard to reach for me. But time will.. for i'm still observing everyone in the class. those whom may be a hazard to be or may be scheming to just stab u right within. HA! imaginative but i guess that's reality which we may never know. They may just put up a mask in front of you. But once u get near without a shield, there u go.. and too bad!

Oh well, 3 years with this class. Why make myself miserable each day. So i'll just play "pretend" till i really know them. Just get through each and everyday and not step onto their "tails". Be myself and enjoy my classes with my class no matter how bad it can be. 3 years, it'll soon be over in a blink of an eye. Lets not make life miserable. Or preferably just me. Just live each day without regrets and live life to the maximum. Be positive :D