Date: Saturday, October 15, 2011
Time: 3:33 PM
Title: When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. When life is bitter, say thank you and grow.
Time: 3:33 PM
Title: When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. When life is bitter, say thank you and grow.
"When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. When life is bitter, say thank you and grow."
School holiday is coming to an end.
And very soon, it'll be the end of the year.
How time flies.
Sometimes, too fast. Too fast that sometimes i wish i could slow down my pace and take a look at the things around me.
It's just like a scenario of you sitting in a car and you walking along the streets.
You may be passing by the same place, but it gives you a different exposure to things.
Sitting in a car, you zoom past everything and you hardly have a glimpse of your surroundings.
But if you're walking, your pace is slowed down and you get to enjoy your environment, to appreciate things.
As i look at my school timetable, i wondered to myself.
Wow. what a packed schedule you have.
What happened to the hours of being able to head out and play?
And what more you have an additional diploma plus.
Can you cope?
Well, i hope.
That means i'll have lesser time to go out nor to meet friends.
It's going to be mugging and mugging.
Lets look aside from school for now because it stresses me up.
3 quarter of a year has passed and i guess it has been really fruitful and amazing!
Been a really happy year for now and that things are all on track.
I guess, i've learnt a lot of things this year while working for the starting quarter of the year.
Not forgetting all the days of playing and playing non-stop during holidays.
I think i've spent more time playing out than staying home.
Well, it's also good.
Because at times i really do feel miserable staying home and being condemned by the ones who meant the most to you; family.
But, it's alright. I've learnt my lesson. I've learnt to be strong. To ignore those nasty remarks for they don't deserve my attention.
Neither will you if all that you want is for me to be hurt.
It's just a game. You want to play this game? I'm on.
Just like what happened ytd..
i felt upset. angry. disappointed. not being respected. no privacy.
For the fact that my family took my movie tickets and didn't put the envelop back properly.. its crushed. i give in and tell myself its alright.
Then my mum actually took out the message in the necklace box to read.
I'm not stupid because, i wore the necklace and the message is obviously flipped.
I told myself.. it's alright. Forgive..
And what is worse, is that if you really want to play this game with me, i'll play it on with you.
I can't believe you are such an actor. how pathetic to feel that my mum is being like this.
I really can't believe you asked this question.. "why did u take out the necklace for?"
I'm speechless. Totally speechless. Lost for words. Hold it in. Relax. I don't know what else to say.
My mum?
I associate as.. Someone who shows no respect. Gives no privacy. Act as though she did nothing wrong when she rampaged my things and my brother's things. And place me as the injurer. That i was in the wrong. Mum, you're awesome. Really awesome. You left me speechless.
I feel like giving up at times. But if this is a game, i'm playing it till the end. To see how much more crap you can give me. It surely hurts, but i'm staying strong. For the very fact, you're still my mum.
I'm gonna end this post very soon.
Just want to say,
I'm thankful for the sweet times that i have from the beginning of the year till now.
For the tough times, i'm thankful, it made me learn, it made me grow.
Just like a started this post with this sentence..
"When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. When life is bitter, say thank you and grow."
I'm ending with it too.