Date: Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Time: 9:57 PM
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Time: 9:57 PM
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Sometimes we all have these feelings - these weird feelings. we have this burning desire to express them. But we just can’t. And these feelings - they’re trapped and they’re like stuck in our hearts.. And I just feel so lonely.
People hate to admit they are lonely? It’s because when they do, everyone thinks that something is wrong with them. They think “I have people in my life, why don’t you?” But the strange thing is, you can have people in your life and still be alone.
Because sometimes people do actually feel that way. Sometimes your life feels like it’s caving in on you. Sometimes people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to just curl up in a ball, and go into that place between life and death. Saying “I don’t want to exist” isn’t saying “I want to go die”. It’s saying “I wish that, for the time being, I could go somewhere and not have to feel”. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. And if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.
well, i'm mainly blogging this because I've been thinking about this person which has been annoying me. He's kinda like a loner. And the sad thing is he has no friends. I pondered as to why was he like this. like seriously. i'm annoyed not because of what but he keeps calling me at weird hours like maybe 12am? why.. can't he call me at better hours. and those questions that he asks.. i'm not the lecturer, why'd you ask. the lecturer doesn't even bothers to reply me pls. which is another annoying thing.
i really wonder.. what is going on. but it's alright :) i've handed up my work and i don't care since the lecturer doesn't reply me..
fairytales are still the best =]