There seriously has been a lot of things going through my head and all
and the first statement is that life's too short, enjoy it while you can.
do whatever you like to do. be happy
and if that's the case, why do i still bother to study...
because we're afraid we'll not get a good job in future
this stupid statement has caught my mind and i'm turning round and round
i really wonder.
it feel like this whole of my life is just filled with negativity though i look happy and all
but each time i'm alone, there's just way too many things i'm facing
it feels that life's full of idk.. trash.
sometimes i do hate myself for being who i am
being nice = getting bullied
and then i'll just take it in take it in till i can't take it.
sometimes i wonder why am i doing things for the sake of doing it
whats the point of all those things in my life
it is doing any good to me?
i really feel like breaking down
it's like the devil and the angel is fighting in my mind.
why am i the sort of person that even when i'm unwilling to commit but still feels obligated and commit unwilling
why must i be so stupid
why am i wasting my time
when am i going to start being the bad guy instead
i feel like running away and escaping right now so that i don't have to face anything.
i'm tired.
tired of everything..
sometimes i don't know who i can talk to, who really bother.
i don't know how to put everything into words even if i do say it..