Nov 23
I'm back! Been a really busy and tough week. Guess what? My event is finally over! So relieved and happy even though i was really kinda like upset and i wanted to cry during the event. To say, i really felt an ache as to how the emcees were and screwing up the whole event. It was like building up a house and setting a fire to burn it down. How sad can that be.. but all in all, everything is well at the end of the day. I really learnt a lot :) from sponsors, booth takers, from my lovely mates :) i really love them ♥ teehee~ it's like we've all grown closer all of a sudden and i really love this feeling.
I've learnt how people can be like, their character, you know, people in this world are just plainly self-fish, idiotic, retarded. Please do not be offended because i don't mean for anyone to be but just stating the fact. You might hate me for what i say but i don't really care. I've learnt how harsh reality can be. Nothing beats the last week where everything was literally crashing down on my and nothing was going right. i really felt i needed a break.
Indeed it was really tough for me for the past few weeks with all the rushing of all the things yet having to cope for my studies. Didn't even have the time to do my tutorials. So tired. getting home everyday practically at 12am and waking up at 6am daily. just plain like a super woman! I only had 3 hours of sleep the day before the event because we're all rushing our things.
Slept at Teresa's house :) teehee! Thanks girl! :D and then the next morning, we had to go down and collect the bread. To make matters worse, we had an exam in the morning. Though my eyes were swollen i know i'm awake and filled with energy and strength to fight the battle. Well, at least everything is over and it's a success!
I've got another event tomorrow and i hope all can be well :) i just need a break. But sadly, exams is in 2 weeks time and i've yet to study. Really need God to help me with this. I need to know what to study. Maximize my full use of time and effort and everything that i study shall come out. Prays. Shall leave for now