Date: Tuesday, June 4, 2013
Time: 10:36 PM
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Time: 10:36 PM
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June 4
did some community work today- something my family can never understand
i wonder where i even get my compassion from since no one in my family thinks all these things are meaningful especially my mum
heartless.
sometimes we're all living in a too blessed environment that we can no longer have the heart to sympathize with others
we are all humans right? shouldn't the poor be helped? shouldn't the disabled be helped?
i don't know but i really hate it that every time i want to do community work i get scolded
my mum hates me doing community work. she thinks it's useless. so what? next time when you're old you wish to have no one to bring u food and all? i don't get it
my dad and bros thinks it's useless too. like why?
they didn't allow me to study humanitarian aid for my second diploma.
whats wrong? i really don't know. enlighten me?
is helping others out there that bad? i feel satisfied each time after doing community work because i know i've managed to help someone/ changed a small part of their lives even if it was a mustard seed.
what about you guys? sometimes, i feel so withdrawn from the whole family.
i start to feel rejected from all of u guys. you guys never gave me a chance for me to let you understand. and so i'll never give u the chance for u to understand me coz it never meant something.
sorry but i'm just someone too hard to love.
